In my last post I wrote about 2017 being the year of Commitment. Well, then I went back into draft mode to expand the post, and managed in the process to lose the entire thing. So I'll begin again, trusting that this version will be a truer reflection of what I wanted to convey. The mechanics of typing and clicking the save button gets in the way of my flow sometimes. What else can I say. Our journey is all about bringing into expression in the physical realm that small, wiser voice within. Sometimes we get tripped up on the mechanics. LOL I'll just trust that whoever was meant to see the earlier version saw it, and whoever is meant to read this version will see it.
At the New Year, I made a firm commitment to my Self. To expressing myself and creating in service to the expansion of Consciousness in Humanity. I made the commitment at all levels - body, mind, emotion, and soul. There's a special feeling/awareness inside when we commit our full Self to something. Think about this for a moment. I'm certain you know what I mean. You Know in every part of your being that you've made the commitment.
Immediately after making the choice to commit my whole Self, (and committing is a Free-Will choice), immense shifts began taking place, both within me and in my outer world. Magic started rushing in. The assistance,
inspiration, and synchronicity that supports my mission showed up. I received assistance in giving myself the inner fine tuning I wanted. I shifted into total Synchronicity Mode. Everything became so easy, focused, and freakin' fun!
Commitment is the first step in manifestation. The power of this first step, commitment, is enormous. It is our signal to the Creative Source, the command if your will, calling "Attention!" to all the forces of creation to rally behind you and with you.
Humans for the most part aren't aware of just how much they are supported in creating what they desire. That was one of the first awarenesses I had when I went through Ascension. I saw that we are each supported so fully with energy of such power. Our Higher Soul has our back at every moment. This support and guidance is continuous and without interruption. It is deeply humbling to recognize. Fear and doubt, the biggest party-poopers on the planet, cloud people's awareness and cob up the whole magical thing that is the humans' ability to work with the forces of creation to create in our world. So when we summon up our Trust, (with a capital T), laugh at fear and doubt and throw them both on the fire, and then commit to ourselves and our desires, absolute magic enters in for us.
There's a local, spiritually focused MeetUp group, Masters of the Journey, that I joined last year. I'd had a sense that this group out of all the similarly focused groups in town, would resonate best for me. Yet I never made it to a meeting. Just before Christmas, this MeetUp group announced they were starting a study group on developing your psychic abilities. I was strongly prompted to attend, so I did. At the first meeting I sat next to a woman, Wenty, who I understood as she introduced herself, was clearly a very gifted psychic and healer. Why was she in this group I wondered. (and for that matter, Why was I there? too)
At the end of the session I told her I'd like to get to know her. And she replied, "Let's have coffee. It's time for you to come out of the closet." I started to tell her I was not in the closet, but stopped and instead set a date to get together for coffee. By the time we met for coffee a few days later, I knew she was right, I'd been in the closet and it was finally time to come out. Turns out that Wenty has a very unique and powerful way of working with higher energies and a person's Guides to clear old patterns and open up energy channels.
You may remember that I've shared that in preparing for Ascension, all the clearing and releasing doesn't need to be absolutely complete and perfect. You just need to clear enough so that the harmonics of your unique energy signature rings true (this still takes so freaking much work, but so worth it.). The keys to Ascension operate sort of like turning a lock on a door. Sometimes keys turn a bit tightly or they need some jiggling to get them to turn, but you eventually get the lock and door open. Having Ascended, I'm now going through a process of fine tuning, recalibration, clearing out some last vestiges of old energy patterns and opening all my energy channels fully. Working with Wenty is speeding up this calibration process. It feel fabulous!
I'm not going to continue on with the study group because the book they are using takes a well intended, but totally misguided approach to becoming clairvoyant To me, it's like listening to a child's first violin lesson or fingernails on a chalk board. Absolutely crazymaking. Whatever we place our attention and emotions on expands. And the least helpful thing I can do is place my attention on something misguided and crazymaking because doing so will just create more misunderstandings out in the world about who we are and how everything works. I received the gift that was synchronistically waiting for me by following my inner prompt and attending the first session. Wenty got what she came for by connecting to me.
As a result of taking the fist step in Creation, commitment, all the doors are now opening for me. The synchronicity is flowing and becoming the way I work with everything. During this MeetUp group's last monthly meeting, I sat on my urge to leave early when it came to sharing time, and instead spoke about my experience of ascending. It took courage to do so in a large group. Afterwards I was warmly received by many members of the group in a way I've not experienced very often in this life before. A few days later, I was asked to do a presentation at one of the upcoming monthly meetings of the group on ten pointers for travellers on the spiritual path. The outline for this presentation came together with ease.
Bear with me here, I know this story is kind of rambling around in different directions, but it will all tie together in the end, at least that's my intention.
Yesterday, while working with Wenty, she was Guided to do a clearing of All the Lies I'd been told about who I am. This clearing unleashed another wave of expansion within me and my energy field. It's still expanding this morning as I type this. When I got in bed last night, a long series of memories from earlier in this lifetime started playing, almost like a movie trailer, with one scene snippit after another running in fast succession. It want on for quite a while and I simply watched it without emotionally engaging.
This morning I journalled about it to gain clarity as to why the movie trailer showed up. What I saw was a story of a person (me) growing up and going through life with an absence of love, acceptance, support, or appreciation from the people in my life. This movie trailer version of my life gave me a different insight into the journey I've progressed through. It left me pondering How did I ever make it through to now? How did I ever accomplish what I've accomplished with such an absence of support, both financial and emotional? I admit there were many times I felt I couldn't take it any more. But I kept kept moving forward. I kept looking for and finding opportunities for self-expression and to be of assistance to others.
From my journalling, I arrived at "I am deeply humbled to see within me this strength to endure and courage to continue on. Commitment and dedication to the mission I accepted for this lifetime here."
The last two sessions with Wenty, we've worked on developing clear statements about the mission and vision for my work. From this movie trailer view of my life experiences, I now have a much deeper understanding of who I am and why I am here. Defining "my Mission" the other day, was only putting words around the very mission I've pursued, with absolute unwavering commitment, from day one of this lifetime, and those lifetimes that came before. I AM deeply humbled by the power and strength of my commitment to assisting and supporting the expansion of Consciousness on the planet. When I started this post I did not have this level of awareness. The power and force behind unwavering commitment is absolutely Huge. Powerful enough to move mountains, literally. You have this power within you too.