Sunday, February 7, 2016

Using Imaginary Tools to Raise Vibration and Effect Change

Preface Note:  This article originally appeared here on December 26, 2015, under the title Turning Up Your Vibration Made Easy.  It has been substantially revised and expanded to include greater detail, information, specific dates, and source references, and has been retitled.

Over the past weeks, months, and years my inner knowing and guidance has led and opened me into ever deeper awareness and understanding about energy and vibration.

In our core we intuitively know about vibration and this knowing is reflected in the language of our cultures.  We have an abundance of colloquial phrases and figures of speech that we use for both higher vibrational states and lower.  Lift ones spirits, flying high, soaring, on cloud nine, riding high, over the moon, or, feeling low, down in the dumps, depressed, sinking feeling, down and out, head under the covers.

When I first heard references to "raising our vibration" sometime back around 2007, my reaction was "My vibration? What are they talking about?  What does raising my vibration really mean?"  Gradually I got that emotions like fear, anger, and greed were lower vibrations and that love, gratitude, compassion, and joy were higher vibrations.  Kind of a good emotions/bad emotions classification.

But that wasn't enough of an answer for me.  At the most basic level, vibration is energy moving.  It is the science of physics. I just knew there was a more concrete basis for understanding the concept of our vibration and reasons for it's importance in spiritual growth.  Quite synchronisticly at that time, I'd ordered a book containing channelled information published back in the early 1950's.  If I remember correctly, it was channellings of St. Germaine about the Violet Flame.  (Sorry, all my books are packed and in storage, or I'd locate it and give you the exact title of the book, which is no longer in print.)  One very short passage in the book explained that our vibration is the rate at which the electrons move around the nucleus in each atom in our bodies.  As we raise our vibration, the electrons spin faster.

Think about this for a moment.  When we raise our vibration, every atom, in every molecule, in every cell of our bodies moves with more life force energy.  You see, this whole process of ascension, of raising our vibration and radiating more light, is far from fluffy spiritual imaginings.  It's science and physics based.

In the absence of scientific instruments that are sensitive enough to measure our vibrations, we have our own, highly sensitive, internal measuring methodology.  Our built in vibration meter is our thoughts and emotions.

Thinking back on a reading I had after the passing of a very close friend early in my awakening. I was deep in grief at the time and struggling to keep basic things like my work going forward.  In the reading it was suggested to me that I could choose whether to be sad and grieve or whether to live in joy.  What a striking revelation it was at the time because I'd never grasped that I could actually choose how I felt.  It took quite a bit of time to absorb the idea that I had a choice.  Shortly after I came across the concept that I could choose my thoughts as well.

In 2010 and continuing over the next few years, I began studying Matrix Energetics with Richard Bartlett. (  Richard teaches a system of transformation based on quantum and scalar physics. Richard is brilliant and amazing, and certainly the most fun teacher I've ever encountered.  I described my first Matrix Energetics seminar as a cross between quantum physics lectures and being in the film Who Framed Roger Rabbit.

There are two things I learned in studying Matrix Energetics that are relevant here.  First, I learned that the rules governing our reality are just made up anyway, so if you want to change the reality you're experiencing, just make up some new rules that work better for you.  And second, I learned that what we experience is a dance of creation between our consciousness and the quantum field. In the seminars, I learned to use my imagination to create whatever control panel, tool, or pretend gadget I wanted in order to both receive information from my Higher Self, Source, the field, or whatever you want to call it, and to shift, transform, heal, or manifest using the quantum field, vibration and oscillation between wave and particle states in the material world.  The quantum field works with our consciousness and imagination, so it doesn't matter whether you have a real frequency healing machine or an imaginary one.  When you turn the control knobs, the frequencies emitted by both the real and the imaginary machine will have the same impact, such as on the human body.

Since attending my first Matrix Energetics seminar, I have set up frequency showers that bathe me in nurturing, healing, and invigorating frequencies every time I take a shower; a button on my car's dash board that cuts gas consumption in half for those times I realize I'm almost out of gas and the nearest gas station is not very near; a bell that dings in my head to alert me to something (which I no longer remember).  To name but a small few.

Another very fun system of techniques that uses imagination to shift and transform your experience of material reality is presented by Vladimir Dolokhov and Vadim Gurangov in their book The Art of Soaring, which I discovered around the same time I was first learning Matrix Energetics.  The Art of Soaring techniques use playful and intuitive renaming of yourself, some play acting out your new name, and giving a gift to Vanya, the Goddess of all things.  Even my very scientific minded, left brain sister experienced some big shifts during a very stressful time in her life when I renamed her as: Barbara is the one who dances the cha-cha-cha with the salmon round her kitchen island. With a little nudging on my part, she would repeat her new name to herself throughout the day.  She usually listens to music while she cooks and would take a turn or two around her kitchen imagining a line of salmon, all hold the waist of the one in front, dancing the cha-cha-cha with her in the lead.  A week after I'd presented this tool to her, she called me to share the good news about changes in each area of her life she'd been so stressed out about.  What I understand now is that this technique raises your vibration by adding playfulness to whatever situation you want to shift in your life.

In December of 2014, while participating in an Expect Wonderful program of channelled messages, a message spoke of choosing our vibration and that we can raise our frequency any time we want to just by tuning it up. I was able to do this easily right from the start and found the effects amazing.  Within a few days, using the tools I learned in Matrix Energetics, I had designed an imaginary vibrational control panel and installed it from rib to rib running across the space between my heart and third, power center chakras.  My control panel had a vibration control knob that turned up my vibration, an abundance flow meter, a vibration reset button for rebooting when I discovered my thoughts/emotions/vibration had dropped into fussiness, and a gas pump perpetually broken in the on position that pumped gold and silver coins into my bank account while the dollar number display flashed ever higher.  At some point a few months later when I was working on learning to physically identify my body feelings of being in flow or in resistance, I switched out the abundance flow meter for a resistance/flow meter.  Interestingly, a year after I incorporated use of my control panel into my daily practice, one of the Expect Wonderful channelled messages spoke of using an imaginary control knob.  Then again, all information is available to each of us through the Source field.

We come in as children knowing the concept of using imaginary tools, gadgets, steering wheels, gear shifts, temperature and volume control knobs, switches, levers, and stethoscopes to listen to our hearts, etc. etc, to create.  As children we "know" the power of these tools to create in our material reality.  But then most adults dismiss this as true and tell their children (us) it's just make believe.  Wow, I just saw this while writing the last sentence.  Look at the phrase we use in the English language!  Make Believe.  Believe Making.  Very cool.  Even the words used by adults to dismiss the power of imagination, actually acknowledge that very power.

I would encourage you to play and use the power of your imagination and make believing to create in the quantum field, shift your reality, and raise your vibration.  Use a knob, a slide bar like the volume control on your computer monitor, some up and down buttons with LED read out, whatever type of control you fancy.  You could even have a talking giraffe standing on your shoulder that calls out, like an old fashion elevator operator, "Going up!"  Your body/mind/emotional fields will respond regardless of the control mechanism you choose.

One other tip worth passing on, I've discovered that on nights where I'm having trouble winding down and falling asleep, turning my vibration down a bit allows me to settle and drift into sleep.

Tune yourself up and shine On!!

Saturday, February 6, 2016

Integration and Grounding of the Soul Self

Yesterday marked six weeks since I began the transition into conscious connection and merger with my Soul Self.  I've come out of the intense mind transformation period that had me in a very continuous altered state, and this past week I've settled into a very grounded, fully present and integrated way of being.  In many ways I am back to the normal me as I experienced myself prior to ascending, yet I am completely different.  That's probably as clear as mud, as they say.  So I'll share some more observations about the transitions of Self as I've been experiencing this process of transcending out of 3D self now that I have yet another new level of clarity.  Everything is always in the process of evolving, whether we recognize it or not.

Last weekend, it felt like the last lens of limitation lifted.  The process of coming out of limitation might be described in this way.  If you've ever had your eyes checked for corrective lenses, the eye doctor uses an apparatus with multiple lenses that he/she tests your vision through by flipping one or a combination of lenses in sequence while asking, "which is better, one or two." (I could look up the actual name of this device, but you know what I mean so I skip that endeavour).  Anyway, the process of coming out of limitation happened as if over the course of five weeks, every couple of days another lens of distortion lifted away.  It could also be understood as the veil evaporating gradually like fog dispersing.  To the best of my present awareness, the last lens of limitation has lift away.

As I said, the past few days I've been feeling more and more integrated.  I no longer need to switch different modes, from looking within for knowing and insight mode to task/action mode.  My knowing is simply there and present as I go about my day.  I flow smoothly, without questioning myself, from one activity to another.  What to do now? and what to do next? aren't questions I need to ask.  I just know and go with it.  Intuition is no longer a separate message system for me to listen to or ignore.  It's integrated and incorporated, and taking action feels completely spontaneous and easy.

My trust in the process and in timing feels unshakable and complete.  I find I no longer take separate steps too question what's occurring, nor do I need to remind myself to trust the process or the timing.  I just trust without questioning.  My trust feels innate. 

As happens for all of us in the course of a week, a number of events transpired for me to respond to.  Chatting about what I've been up to with a close friend the other day, there were a couple of times she asked. "Why did you do that?" and "Why did you respond that way if you're coming from you higher knowing?" In both cases my response to her was that I just did what I did, which sounded and felt like rather clueless responses at the time.  As events unfolded over the week, I received the results I aimed for, even in one situation where my friend had said, "You know that's not going to happen." Thinking about all this is what led me to understand clearly how I've integrated intuition and action, and eliminated internal debate about how to respond or what steps to take. 

It's been many years since I read Eckhart Tolle's book The Power of Now.  As I've been writing these paragraphs, I find myself curious to revisit it because I have a hunch this is just the phenomenon he describes in the book. 

Over these days and weeks, my awareness, comprehension, and understanding of how everything works and what's taking place in each arena I focus on, myself, my family, my projects, global events, continues to deepen and expand.  It's quite magical and lovely how this takes place.  My knowing just gets deeper with each passing day.

I'll give you a couple of examples of what I perceived before and what I understand now after merging with my Soul Self:

Before Ascending:  I started construction of a custom house four years ago, with very pure intentions that it be built incorporating the quality of honesty, integrity, creativity, and heart, reflecting the elemental themes of wood, stone, and metal.  Three years later I found myself with an unfinished house and some very significant and costly to repair defects, and a builder and responsible subcontractors who refused to do anything about it, despite being contractually liable.  Emotionally I was devastated, disappointed, and very, very angry.  I had a mess of a situation to get myself out of and had already spent twice what was budgeted for the house construction.  I felt like a failure.  And the big question I kept asking was: How did I create this situation?  The outside reflects what is within.  I was pretty skilled at manifesting before I started this project, so what did I do "wrong".  I spent a year in a very dark place trying to subsist, identify another and another defect in construction, and face work my way out of completely debilitating emotions. Then another year working step by step to feel better about myself and starting to ponder a way to remedy the situation.

Now:  My Soul has been, through every moment of my life, fully connected to me at every level of my being, though I was not consciously aware of it.  My Soul created this fiasco of a creative construction project as the absolutely perfect scenario for me to prepare to ascend.  A scenario so perfect that it allowed me to very quickly over a 13 months period, clear away all the discordant emotions in my field, release limiting thoughts, ideas, and beliefs that never served me, all the while raising my vibration, and aligning within myself all the qualities and attributes that make up my true Self.  As for finishing the house, or any other creative project I want to manifest, there is not a single obstacle in my way to bringing it into the material.  I am a Creator God, as are you.  And now I know just how powerful I am.

Before:  For the past eight to ten years there have been quite a number of endeavours I've wanted to undertake, such as writing about my process of spiritual growth and discovery, industrial art projects for my house (I'm making most of the light fixtures and tile mosaic trim for my house), and pursuing legal claims and insurance settlements for construction defects.  However, I just could not get myself to really take action on them.  I'd analyse over and over why I wasn't doing what needed to be done.  Feel bad about myself for avoiding, making excuses, and basically being a slug about it all.  Always with the underlying sense that there was something wrong with me.

Now:  My larger Soul Self knew that it was not the right time to complete these projects.  The industrial art projects would have needed to be scrapped and redone.  If it had been installed, my glass tile mosaic in the shower would have been destroyed when the walls are cut open and the plumbing redone.  Had I pursued the lawsuits and insurance settlements before ascension, when I perceived many obstacles and did not fully know how deserving and worthy I am (we all are), I would not have received the compensation I'm entitled to that I will easily obtain now.  I would have been going against the grain, and now it will all flow in synchronicity.  As for writing, now is the time and I started this blog back up exactly when this information needs to come out in the world.

As always there is more to share, though I will wrap up for now with one last observation.  I've discovered there is one obstacle I bump into daily.  It's my two awesome, rescued Goldendoodles, Rohan and Simone.  Goldendooldles are a very intelligent and very people oriented breed.  They like being petted, getting butt scratches, and doggie massages.  Yet since I began this process, they have become even more attentive to me.  As I type, Rohan constantly bumps my elbow wanting me to stop and pet him and Simone keeps crawling half way into my lap for pets, despite weighing 75 lbs and being way too large to be a lap dog.  All in all, if I had to choose an obstacle, I'd say this is a pretty fun one to have.

Monday, February 1, 2016

Ascension is Coming Home to Experience Living In Heaven On Earth

You know those time when you've had a very long and arduous day or more of travel back home?  One that you encountered major weather delays, missed connections or major traffic backups, mechanical trouble, lost and found luggage.  Then you finally walk in the door and your whole being lifts a big sigh of relief.  Home.  You're in your space with your comforts of home, where you know where everything is and your surrounded by your energy.  And you climb into your very own bed made up with clean sheets, and inside you just think, "Aaaaah, it's so good to finally be home!"

That's exactly how I feel in this moment.  I am finally Home.  I am Home and I'm alive, incarnate on Earth where I can create.  It feels so incredibly, I don't have words to clearly express this, there are no words for it.  It truly is Heaven on Earth.

The past two days I've been calm and completely centered in who I AM. I am all of me, my Soul Self.  The various perspectives have merged.  And though I can't say for sure because this is a steady process of expanding, unfolding and reconnecting, it seems to me that the last lens of limitation has lifted. 

It's quite fascinating to observe and experience the process that takes place within the body, brain and nervous system during ascension.  I would make the analogy to a large on-line business, such as Ebay or Amazon, going through the process of switching from limited, outgrown coding and servers to new much larger, infinitely more high powered servers with much greater functionality.  The transfer does not occur instantaneously.  There is a process of establishing new circuitry and in batches, transferring existing components and information to the new server.  There are short spans where a particular function isn't working then it's circuit is connected to the new server and it resumes.  There are occasional coding glitches that have to be sorted out, and new coding put in place to handle the new functions within the system.

There is one thing I want to say here very clearly, especially for any of you who have been following this journal of my experience and find the intensity I've experienced and shared to be, shall I say, a bit more than you're sure you want to go through yourself:  You have complete control over your own pace of integration with your Soul Self.  At any time you can say, Whoa, slow down a bit, or I want a few days break to rest and acclimate myself before moving ahead in the unfolding process.  It is always under your control.  I chose to do this in the way I am, and to be consciously aware of what is taking place within my brain and body.  I also choose the pace.  My friend, Peggy, reminded me yesterday that early last September, when I became aware that the activation frequencies would be coming in during the September Equinox and eclipse cycle, I said, "Bring it on, I'm ready!"  Actually, I'm aware now, that I made this choice before I came into this incarnation because it serves my purpose in what I came to do here.  This intensity has been my choice, and you have the discernment and ability to choose your own pace that fits for you.  Remember this.

Within your DNA, in each cell of your bodies, is an Akashic record of all the spiritual learnings you have acquired over the course of your many lifetimes on Earth.  You also have record of the talents and skills you acquired in each lifetime on Earth.  Think about this for a few minutes......One of the processes that takes place once the door in the conscious mind opens, is the unlocking, activation and connection of all your acquired spiritual knowledge contained within your DNA with your conscious mind.  It happens automatically. This is what is meant by the lifting of the veil. Kryon (See link on side bar) refers to this as opening your jar of spiritual knowledge. 

I'm discovering that the opening of my jar of spiritual knowledge is a steady, smooth unfolding.  It just occurs naturally, easily, and without effort.  Each day I look at myself, my life, and the world around me with eyes that see and understand with noticeably greater clarity.  Everything makes sense in a new, wiser way.  Each day my depth of understanding grows deeper and more expansive.  Each aspect of reality, the human experience, and interconnection of all on the planet that I turn my attention to reveals itself with greater meaning and understanding.  This all occurs without struggle or striving.  It's absolutely magical to experience.

The spiritual knowledge and the talents you've acquired over the course of many, many lifetimes are yours.  You've earned it all.  Wouldn't you like to have access to all the spiritual knowledge and technical expertise you've earned in this present lifetime?  It's your choice.  You can have it all if you choose.

Each of you reading this blog are ready to open the door in mind and become conscious of the fact that You are your Divine Soul Self.  You wouldn't be reading this otherwise.  The path of spiritual growth and discovery towards the doorway to life as your expanded Self is long and arduous.  We've been on the path for what feels like forever (actually this is true because the spiral of ascending never ends). I sense that most of you can't quite believe you are actually here, that you have arrived and need only open the door to experiencing the next level.  As I've begun sharing my experience, I'm starting to pick up the reactions from others that they can't quite grasp that someone they know, either personally or through written communications, can actually be ascending to the next level.  As if everyone has been so busy being on the path, and more recently found much joy and happiness, that they've forgotten that the path actually leads to a whole new level of experiencing Self and everything.

So...going forward in this blog I will continue to share my personal experience, because there is always immense value to each other as we share our experiences.  And at the same time, I'm going to turn my attention towards sharing what I see might be helpful to you in opening the door within you. 

Along the seeking path, we have all looked towards, use, and appreciated the guidance we receive through channelled messages and activations from our friends, colleagues, and allies in the non-physical and the teachers in the physical.  All of this guidance has come through attuned to where we are in the present and guides us in the next steps.  It's very much like getting GPS directions.  As you take each step forward, you are then guided in the next step.  Turn left here.  Now proceed 2.4 miles.  Bear right and merge onto Highway 347.  Some of us are, however, like me, map people.  We understand the course better if we can look at the map.

From my current, expanded, on the ground perspective, there are insights I want to share with you going forward that I believe may be helpful to you.  My daughter's very first response when I told her I was passing through ascension was, "How do you do this?"  One of the reasons I choose to zip through the process of connecting consciously in mind and body, with my expanded Soul Self, is so I can offer the on-the-ground perspective and guidance on how to do this yourself.  This isn't a perspective that we've had available to any degree.  So now I'll share it.

The image that comes to me is this.  You've all been on the path in this journey for so long.  Now you are in the elevator, waiting.  All you have to do now is push the button and the elevator will take you to the next level and the door will open automatically.  I nudge you and remind you, "Hey, don't forget to push the button!"  When you do, you will finally arrive back Home.

With much love