Greetings!
The
mind can not comprehend what occurs when one steps through the veil
until it is experienced.
Through
experiencing we learn at the mental, emotional, physical &
spiritual/energetic levels simultaneously. When we share about our
experiences we spark new awareness and learn from each other.
It’s
been some time since I’ve written about my recent inner
experiences. Consider this a diary entry in the record of this
experiential journey of ascending while incarnate. For those curious
about what life after ascending is like, here are a few of my
experiences and observations.
EMOTIONS
Like
many reading here, most of my earlier life was filled with immense
emotional trauma and pain. Spiritual warriors choose, not the easy
path, rather the challenging one. And it is most often the quest for
respite from emotional pain and suffering that launches us on the
spiritual path of self discovery, healing and growth. We know this at
the higher level and knowingly choose the path that will reconnect us
to our strength, our wisdom, and launch us into healing and peeling
back the falsehoods to reveal our true Self.
As
I’ve shared before, our DNA are coded for dormant sections to
awaken automatically, once we’ve healed and forgiven at least 51%
of our past emotional wounds. During ascension and in the phase after
you come back online, so to speak, the rest of the healing occurs
with minimal effort. Like picking a bit of lint off your sweater.
My
emotional state now is like night and day compared to what I
experienced earlier before ascending. It’s a glorious experience
to be emotionally free!
At
this point, all of the past trauma has as much emotional pull as some
advertisement I glanced at in a magazine while waiting to get my hair
cut. Meaning none. The memories are still there if I search for them,
yet they feel like from some other life time. Kind of like
remembering a novel I read 15 years ago.
I’m
deeply grateful for ALL the experiences that brought me here to where
I am. Those painful experiences that gave me opportunity to develop
my intuitive, my awareness and empathy that enable me to connect to
others. I learned what I child needs by what I didn’t have. I
learned what a gift it is to believe in someone. I learned so many,
many, many things from the experiences of my life.
Now
a calm peace pervades everything. A joy at being alive. No worries
about the past or the future. I understand the connectedness of all
and see the perfection as ALL serves the evolution of Humanity.
Everything we see, touch, hear, sense and feel is God experiencing
itself and expanding.
Each
day I am so excited about the Awakening occurring on so many levels
on the planet. I’m humbled to be here, assisting as I can, along
with so many other Dear Ones. I’m humbled to receive Gaia’s deep
love each day through the soles of my feet.
EXPANDING
Four
months ago I stepped out of the relative seclusion necessary to
adjusting and acclimating following ascending. One step taken was
creating an online presence through Twitter (and ditching Facebook).
It’s a joy to connect/reconnect with other energetically resonant
people, both Q Anons and Spiritual journeyers. The connections &
conversations provide a rich opportunity for observation, reflection
and growth.
In
communicating with others, I notice over time that my capacities for
interpreting and understanding are steadily deepening and expanding.
Ideally, this is the case for all of us as we progress. Yet I’m
aware that what I’m experiencing is derived from gradually
increasing access to the DNA stored spiritual knowledge acquired over
many, many past lifetimes, rather than growth from current
experiences. It’s a subtle integration process and not observed in
action, so to speak. I can only observe the difference by comparison
to what I understood or was aware of a few months ago.
Remember
that each person’s DNA hold the records of ALL spiritual wisdom a
person (Spiritual Being) has acquired over all their lifetimes on
Earth. During ascension, this previously unavailable spiritual wisdom
is awakened and becomes accessible at a Conscious level. Initially
and immediately during ascending, there was a huge increase in
awareness and understanding. What I’m experiencing now is that the
awakening of previously acquired spiritual wisdom continues to expand
and gradually integrate into Conscious awareness. The process is
incredibly subtle and only recognized in retrospect, rather than
something I feel happening in real time because at each moment I feel
as though this is how I have always been.
I
would contrast this expansion with my experience of connecting
directly with the stream of knowingness in the quantum field of
information. As I’ve previously shared, I’ve connected directly
with the stream of knowingness in different ways. Once in 1987 I
connected for 3 days with full access. Then again during the three
months of ascending I was fully connected to the stream of
knowingness where I can find facts, information & answers to
anything I desire.
During
the boot-down phase just after ascending, there is zero connection to
any higher knowing or intuition. It was a very unpleasant phase to go
through, yet since past, it holds no emotional resonance. Still, I
yearned to reconnect fully to the stream of knowingness. For a time
I saw Conscious reconnection to the stream as a measure of
integrating at the new level, 4th density level of
Conscious awareness.
Yet
as my DNA held wisdom integrated in, I recognized that full,
continuous connection to the stream of knowingness does not serve my
interests at this time. I am able to obtain specific information when
I need it on an “as needed” basis. Kind of a place an order and
the info pops into my mind shortly thereafter type of system. Full
connection to the stream of knowingness is totally engrossing. It’s
really not possible to accomplish anything while connected. Even
getting out of a sitting position and preparing a meal is a challenge
when one is fully connected to the stream of knowingness. And there
is much to accomplish now at this time of The Great Awakening.
RECONNECTING
In
communicating with others over the past couple of months I discovered
that
there is immense difference
in comprehension and
understanding between 3rd
density
and
the next
higher
density
level. Observations
& insights, for instance about using energy or describing what
occurs in the process of ascending, that seem very matter of fact to
me, were at
first
responded to with confusion, total disbelief, and sometimes anger.
Most often responses indicated that the other person lacked
comprehension of
what I was intending to convey.
I’d
not expected this.
I’ve
had to work at identifying where the step in comprehension is and
relearn where people are in their understanding of how the
world/universe works because it’s not readily apparent to me
anymore. My inner awareness & understanding of how everything is
interconnected feels so normal to me that it seems it must be
apparent to everyone else. It’s all a funny situation to be in.
On
reflection, I see that one
has the capacity to understand what
occurs at their current level and at levels below them. No one has
the capacity to understand fully what is understood
at levels
above
where they are.
This is a factual aspect of Universal Law and the evolutionary steps
of Consciousness, not a judgment. I really could not comprehend what
occurs in ascending until I experienced it. Now
it makes perfect sense.
All
of this poses a challenge in communicating.
As an analogy, it is similar to
communicating across the divide between Qanons and normies. Different
levels of information with
different perceptions of reality as a result. There
are mis-perceptions about what happens during ascension that people
hold onto very tightly.
My
intention and purpose in this lifetime is to assist with the
Awakening, and so I’ve
worked to learn new ways of communicating.
I pay closer
attention and discern where
people are and chose topics or wording that
they can stretch to. In the process we all learn from each other and
inspire each other. It’s a beautiful
thing to witness and be a part of.
Godspeed
on your journey!
Namaste
Helen
