Sometimes We Just Don't Go That Deep

Despite moving like a pachinko ball from unrelated thought to thought. I feel like writing. Sometimes when you chart out the points, a pattern emerges. If by some chance an observable pattern emerges, I'll click the "Publish Post" button and you'll be reading this.

Last evening I read an article titled "Is the Iraq War Over?" by Michael Prysner, one of the Iraq war vets who's courageously speaking out the truth about the wars. It paints a very vivid picture of the freedom and democracy the United States spreads in the world. Our tax dollars at work. If I had the money Dick Chaney made off his Haliburton stock (held in blind trust during his term as Vice (apt adjective) President) as a result of the war contracts, I'd mail a copy of this article to every household in the US. Americans ought to know the result of their acquiescence and gullibility. War and violence has never made any sense to me at all. Wish this was a universal perspective. I try to remind myself that these war are the expression and release of negative emotions humans have transmitted to Gaia over many centuries.

Read on, two articles about the Gulf disaster. "Who killed the Gulf" and "How Has it Come to This?" I find it hard to reconcile that so many people seem so disinterested in the what's happening in Gulf of Mexico. Disappointed in humans, even while totally understanding all about the anesthetization of the American public, I'm still disappointed.

Last week I discovered Pepper Lewis, who channels Gaia. You can listen to a session she did here: Gaia Speaks on the Gulf Oil Spill. She provides an interesting observation that the Gulf oil spill is our opportunity at the collective humanity level to resolve the karma created by the destruction of Atlantis. Gaia notes that repairing the damage to the sea bed and halting the leaks is beyond our current level of technology. Obama will at some point have to start directly addressing the reality of the damage created by BP, first by calling on the top experts from nations all around the globe to convene, then turning to our friends in the Galactic community for assistance. Which will really change everything on the planet. Imagine... the government having to stop the charade and opening up the door to participation in the greater galactic community. Many people will have their conception of reality blown apart. It will bring about an enormous change in everything overnight.

Pepper Lewis wrote the last section of the book I just finished, Transition Now; Redefining Duality, 2012 and Beyond. I highly recommend the book. What I appreciate most is a big shift in the guidance coming through from our friends on other dimensions. They (and we) have moved past the "Wake up, many changes coming!" alerts, and the focus now is on ways we can facilitate the increase our inner awareness. The information coming through recently is so much more positive in outlook than what was provided a few years ago. This is an affirmation of our progress thus far. :)))

Total change in topic. Two days ago, as a lark, I created a facebook page for my dogs, Rohan and Simone. Turns out there are many Goldendoodles with their own facebook pages, and with great speed, Rohan and Simone are connecting with the larger Goldendoodle community. Their group of friends is growing. Rohan and Simone are also activists like me.

This morning I thought, What have I done??? Now in addition to checking my own emails and other communications each morning, I also have to handle all their correspondence and postings. It all feels very Deja Vu, the dogs taking on their own anthropomorphic life, and when I finally recall the situation this reminds me of, I'll update here. Perhaps Rohan N Simone may decide not to be all that active with their facebook page. Who knows ? Here's their profile picture (Rohan on the right, Simone the left)

This post isn't really going anywhere. I just have to face it that some days I'm not that deep. Some days we need to focus on the mundane, the chores and errands. It's often in the process of cleaning and sorting that we delve into a deeper level of understanding. I've got two subjects bubbling under the surface to explore here. So for now, I'll go run my errands, sweep my floors, bathe the dogs, and let things percolate for the next post.

Wishing us all a really productive day!

A Non-Linear Very Magical Mystery Tour to the Quantum Level

OK, follow along. We're going on a Non-Linear Very Magical Mystery Tour. It may feel like jumping from one unrelated spot to another, but have no fear (very important, no fear), it will all come together somewhere in the space-time-matter-multidimensional universe, perhaps even in your/my awareness. This is a journey I've been on for a number of years, maybe one could say many, many lifetimes. We'll start here.....

About two and a half years ago, I was in a really down place. It was cold out, rained day after day, and I could not get my feet warm. Night after night as I went to sleep, up came a past situation that had left me full of sorrow. Each night a different one. I'd lie in bed awake all night working my way through every aspect, what I could of said or done differently, what I'd say to the person now to explain how I felt. By the next day I felt OK about the situation I'd wrestled with all night. Then another one came up, and another. Three weeks of no sleep. I was a mess. My friend said, "Oh, it's probably expansion." Expansion????? Of what? She sent me this "little movie", as I've come to call it. A powerful little movie, full of Truth. It made me feel much better so I watched it over and over again. I've seen it dozens of times and still, when it gets to the part that says, "there is within every single cell of your being enough power to light the world" a wave passes through me and tears well up in my eyes. Every single time.

I've written here a few times about my powerful feeling that there is something I ache to remember, abilities I long to reclaim. Something I yearn to connect with inside. Yet I'm not able to even remember what what it is I'm longing to remember.

A few weeks ago I posted a video interview with Dolores Cannon. Towards the end of the interview she describes how she is now working with people with serious illnesses, speaking with Higher Self and when the being at the soul level wants to be healed, Higher Self goes about healing the client's body right there in the session. This intrigued me. From deep inside surged the desire to be able to do healing in this way. After checking out about Dolores Cannon's training classes, I came away with the hunch that two weekends of hypnotherapy training wasn't going to enable me to learn this type of healing. And past life regression therapy, which is what she teaches, is not really what I'm interested in doing.

About the same time I ordered some books, including The Great Shift, which contains parts by three people who's work I resonate with, Lee Carroll/Kryon, Tom Kenyon/Hathors/Mary Magdalen, and Patricia Cori/Sirian High Counsel, and Transition Now, also by Lee Carroll/Kryon; Patricia Cori/Sirians, and Pepper Lewis/Gaia. I started with The Great Shift and now I'm half way through Transition Now. When I read, I filter everything through my inner true/false filter. Reading these channeled energy beings, in addition to my true/false filter, I attune my awareness to whether the words come from the page or from my deeper inner memory. The Sirians and Hathors resonate as if I'm reading a letter from dear friends about things we've shared together. Which I know we have.

In The Great Shift as the Sirians speak about Egypt, I feel the stone floors of the Temple at Abydos beneath my feet. When I finally go to Egypt in this lifetime I know this Temple will be just as I picture in my mind. As they speak of the relationship between Atlantis and Egypt, more of my memory returned of a lifetime in Atlantis.

The other day I thought it's about time for another message from the Hathors, and yes here it is: The Art of Jumping Time Lines. My choice is to be on the time line that unfolds to world peace, equality and respect for all people, living our lives in harmony and balance with Earth and all it's creatures. Round about now I realize that the apprehension I've felt since awakening about the challenges we may face (financial, food shortages, electricity outages, Earth changes, revolution,..) as we progressing through the Shift has been subsiding. By this I don't mean that I'm feeling that there won't be great challenges. I've shifted from apprehension to a sense of confidence and awareness of the potential for huge beneficial change. A sense of wonder.

Synchronicity strikes again! The information I asked for about bringing Higher Self in to heal started coming to me through another route, Kryon speaking in Transition Now. Here's an outline of my understanding:

Our DNA is the blueprint for all the cells in our bodies.

Every cell in our bodies contains a copy of our DNA.

"The main role of DNA molecules is the long-term storage of information." :)))) (from the Wikipedia definition of DNA)

Over 98% of our DNA is "non-coding," also called "junk DNA," meaning scientists haven't figured out what it does.

We would not evolve over thousands of years maintaining the same amount of DNA if it didn't all serve a purpose.

The DNA we are currently assembling and activating is our "non-coding" DNA.

DNA strands 3 through 12 operate on the inter-dimensional levels, or quantum field.

These "non-coding" DNA strands holds the records of all of our previous life times.

We have each had many lifetimes.

At the quantum level, all of our lifetimes are happening simultaneously.

Higher Self, which is present is this lifetime, is also present in every one of our lifetimes.

Everything you ever were and everything you've ever learned is is stored as information in your DNA, in every cell of your body.

At the quantum level, Higher Self can access and retrieve attributes, abilities, talents, and knowledge that we have possessed or developed in other lifetimes and bring them into your present. For example, a state of health, cellular structure prior to an illness or injury, the ability to play an instrument or speak a foreign language, and spiritual wisdom you've acquired through your many lifetimes.

The knowledge, skills, and abilities we developed in past life are ours. We earned them. We can make the choice to integrate them into our present lifetime.

Key is bringing Higher Self into conscious connection at all levels of our being, the physical, mental/emotional, and spiritual. And knowing all is possible at the Quantum Level.

Think about what this means...it's immense.

This is what I've so longed to remember. I finally found it. Now the real journey begins.

Those Who Came to Assist; A Short Exploration

A friend posed a couple of questions the other day and I offered to share my thoughts at this point in time. Tomorrow or next week I may have a deeper understanding.

I wonder why some Lightworkers hate or fear fellow lightworkers? Is it envy? Is it misunderstanding? Is it some lightworkers are more "street smart"? Or what? Most Indigo people (children or adults) are here as system busters...yet many Lightworkers resent hate or accuse the Indigos of being too negative .....why is this?

Pondering these questions broadens my understanding, for which I am always grateful. I'm going to just write out my thoughts and hopefully answer the questions in the mean time. Won't surprise me if it raises more questions. But that can be a good thing.

We in the 3-D world, function cognitively by naming, defining, and categorizing. That's how we think within the limitations of 3-D existance. We're all in the process of working to uncover who we really are, and extra significance is often placed on who's in what group. Definitions first.

Lightworker - A person incarnated here on Earth in this lifetime who assists in raising the vibration of the planet, the awakening and expansion of people, and ushering in the shift of the planet and those sufficiently expanded from 3-D old Earth to 4-D New Earth. Lightworkers feel a sense of mission as well as great caring for Earth and all inhabitants on the planet. Most Lightworkers have strong intuitive abilities. Most arrived on the planet as Lightworkers. These individuals entered with the capability to raise their vibration, and assemble and activate DNA. A growing number of awakened and expanding individuals are becoming Lightworkers during this lifetime.

Indigo Person (child or adult) - The term "Indigo Children" was first coined by Lee Carroll and Jan Tober in 1999 to describe a new type of child, who parents and educators recognized as different. If you follow the Indigo Children link and page down, you'll see a list of attributes. Generally, these children are, from a young age, very intelligent and highly autonomous. They question and rebel against rote authority and rules that serve no purpose. They're very activist in nature. The name Indigo has nothing to do with the color of their aura, though there a many misperceptions about this. Indigos started arriving in large numbers roughly 18 - 20 years ago, though there are also Indigos who are now well into their adult years. Increasingly, they are coming into the planet with more than two stands of DNA assembled and activated.

Light - Love and Knowledge

Love - The universal force of Creation and Destruction

From my perspective, Indigo Children are Lightworkers. However not all Lightworkers are Indigos. In shifting the energies on Earth and raising the vibration, many types of assistance are needed. It is perhaps best to look at types of energies, rather than categories of people, as they really appear across a spectrum. In order to accomplish this grand mission, we need many types of energies operating. We need healers and activists, visionaries and implementers, whistleblowers and teachers, angels and spiritual warriors. If you think about those who are here to assist, you can see that most are a blend of a few of these traits. Earlier arriving Lightworkers tended towards a mix of healer/teacher/visionary. As we've progressed closer to Ascending more of the activist/whistleblower/spiritual warriors arrived. Their arrival is a gift because their level of vibration tipped the scale ensuring that we will Ascend. It was questionable whether we would make it prior to their arrival here.

As for the lack of acceptance by some Lightworkers for the more rebellious/activist Indigos, I think there are a number of factors to take into consideration. We must remember that all come to the planet with the veil of forgetfulness. Lightworkers are not exempt from this. They have to go through the process of awakening and expanding, just as everyone else who will be Ascending. All who came to assist come pre-programed to awaken at a particular point in their life. Some Lightworkers awaken earlier and some later.

Just as all come in veiled, all have to go through the process of expansion. Expansion involves much clearing of the physical, mental, and emotional bodies. It does not happen in one big Ah-Ha moment, rather it unfolds gradually over a number of years. Our bodies could not handle fast activation of the dormant DNA strands, it would kill us to rise so quickly in vibration, so it goes slowly. At the physical level, one can assist by detoxifying and fortifying the body with organic foods and exercise. Even then, it usually causes a variety of symptoms, for some as extreme as very debilitating, yet undiagnosed illnesses. The clearing at the mental and emotional level also takes time. In order to Ascend, all unresolved emotions from life experiences must be resolved and released so as to remove all karma which wold keep the person tied to this planet. At the mental level, again there is an unfolding of expansion of awareness and widening of perceptions.

The process of expansion happens steadily, but it's not a smooth process and there is not one particular order in which the different steps takes place. The one aspect that tends to start early and continue is the coming up of unresolved issues to examine, resolve and release.

I know a few people whose perception about the world around them expanded very quickly a few years ago. They understand all about the Illuminati and One World Order. They prepared diligently and thoroughly for earth changes and every kind of disruption. Then their intuitive awareness started to expand. But they have not yet opened to understanding their connection to source. I know others who have a strong connection to spirit and the natural world. They're immensely knowledgeable about the interdependence of the plant and animal world and keenly aware that their actions affect everything. They are only just recently becoming aware about the secret government and the collapsing of our systems.

My process started with a total shake up of my life for a year and a half, then a five week period of issues surfacing one after another after another, with almost no sleep. After that my awareness about the systems collapse and secret government emerged, followed by the sudden onset of a strange, painful and totally debilitating illness as the physical expansion started. Since the beginning of this year, my understanding of things like our interconnection and resolution of duality have evolved steadily.

All of us are still somewhere in the process of expansion. We haven't finished yet. And to top it off, most people don't yet fully understand what's happening and where we're going in this shift. That understanding is still coming together. At least it is for me and others I observe.

So in regards to the question of why many Lightworkers aren't accepting of Indigo energies, I believe it's because they haven't yet gotten through to the place where they understand enough about this great shift to recognize the valuable and necessary role that the Indigo people came here to play.

This reasoning applies to true Lightworkers. However, there are also a sizable number of people who are all into the "New Age" movement and think they are Lightworkers, when they are not. These are the people who follow the New Age genre, in the same way the Baptists here in the Bible Belt follow the church. There's the same "following" of one or more gurus, looking to others to be saved, whether it's "the Universe" or the ETs. They describe anything they don't like as "lower vibrating" and have the perception that 12/21/2012 is going to arrive like the biggest party they've ever attended. With fireworks and everything. They're going to be disappointed because the "New Age" movement is going to go down just like the churches will.

So the short answer to your question is that for true Lightworkers, any dislike or nonacceptance arises out of misunderstanding due to the limitations of their partially expanded state. For the wonna be lightworkers, they just don't get it.

It's important for us all to be understanding of each other as we move through the expansion process. It's not an easy process in any regard. There's no good or bad about how fast or slow, or who started first. What's required is that a person must progress enough to understand the keys to Ascending before the window to Ascend closes. If one develops to the level of understanding and awareness that are Key to Ascending, their DNA will have assembled and activated sufficiently to enable them to Ascend. Some of the most evolved beings here on the planet have only recently begun to expand. They've been hidden from themselves and everyone else, tucked away in remote locations or in very obscure life situations in plain view. The timing of expansion is in relation to the mission a person has agreed at the soul level to undertake. Each and every mission is vital to our success. We are all equally important.

I Want to Go to Egypt. I Want to Go Home.

I want to go to Egypt. Back to Egypt. Back across the time lines. It's a longing I've held for a many years. In the mean time, I'm reading Patricia Cori's Where Pharaohs Dwell; One Mystic's Journey Through the Gates of Immortality. Her descriptions of the sacred temples and the pyramids are familiar. Images come easily to my inner vision. The book takes me back and rekindles some of my deeply held memories for many lifetimes spent there. I want more. My heart knows there are memories and connections I want to bring into consciousness.

But for a feasibility issue I hope will resolve soon, I would register right now to travel with a group being led by Stephen Mehler in October. Stephen Mehler is an Eqyptologist and a student of Abd'El Hakim Awyan, and indigenous wisdom keeper trained in the oral history. Knowledge of the times past when our connection to spirit was woven through our every day lives. Knowledge that goes back beyond the time covered by modern historians, and lacks their inaccuracies. Remember those stupid pictures in elementary school of slaves hauling the granite stones over logs to build the pyramids? Such garbage we were fed.

My longing to walk once again where I spent many lifetimes grows more intense with the passage of time. It's not a longing to remember the details of the different lives. My hunch is that much of it is better not recalled. Rather a yearning to recall into conscious mind, the spiritual knowing and open connection to our brethren from other civilizations that I possessed, that we all possessed long ago. A longing to return to a space of open understanding about the path of Ascension. To stand once again at the entrance to the Halls of Amenti.

As we progress forward drawing closer, gaining understanding of the Ascension process in this present and nearing the opening of the Halls of Amenti, I long to traverse back and resurrect within my being the knowing that will enable me to move forward. As if bringing the past up to meet the present, it will reveal the path home.

Many years ago my guides told me I have always had the ruby slippers on my feet.