Here's some interesting links that I promised to share....
Quantum Healing
Matrix Energetics Richard Bartlett's site comes off a bit too focused on selling his seminars, yet it's worth checking this out. I read his book, Matrix Energetics, which is very good, and my friend Julia is working through the CD/workbook course. My plan is to take the training later this winter.
Frank Kinslow has written a couple of books on Quantum Healing, he calls it Quantum Entrainment. I'm reading The Secret to Instant Healing now.
FireBurn Doctor is a group that will provide free distance healing for any type of burns. You just need to call within 30 minutes of when the burn occurred. Of course I discovered this group two days after I burnt my finger taking something out of the oven, but I'm ready to call the next time I burn myself. Keep their phone number in your cell phone. 1-818-332-6445
Spiritually Inclined
I love this video. It's a message that feels so good to finally hear: The Angelic Human Race
My friend, Angela Moore, a very gifted intuitive, talking about the process of manifesting: Don't try too Hard
A nice video of Patricia Cori speaking about Multi-Dimensional Reality. Patricia is so very good at putting the abstract into words.
Here's really nice overview of what to expect through the Ascension process done by James Gilliland. It's in two parts, here's part 2
Tom Kenyon and the Hathors invite everyone to join in a global meditation on Sunday, October 31st Opening the Halls of Amenti. There is a download MP3 with music for the meditation if you go to the Hathor's previous channeling, The Crystal Palace Within, it also contains the 15 minute guided meditation. Tom asks that if you want to listen to the music during the meditation, to please download it ahead of time and play it off your computer, rather than off his site, so his site doesn't crash.
Funny
Talking Animals This isn't quite as good as the clip that someone posted on facebook, but I loooove the bird at the beginning. Thank you BBC. Nighttime, DAYTIME!
Now back to bed time. This is a very nasty bug I picked up, I feel like crap.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Off Kilter Today
Today is my birthday. It's raining, which is a blessing as we've had so little for months. And which is not so good because I left my sunroof open last night. Just before I fell asleep last night I felt my throat go all scratchy with some bug moving down into my lungs. Feel very under the weather today so it will be a quiet birthday. Lentil soup from the freezer. Restless dogs who need a big game of retrieving the ball to work off their energy.
It's not surprising that I came down with something after such an intense week of travel, I didn't get all that much sleep. My meeting with the owner of the house for rent went well and we have a gentleman's agreement to be formalized this week. The trip home was very long with an extra delay leaving the airport gate in Minneapolis where I changed planes because Obama flew in on the campaign trail and we had to sit for an hour before taking off. My daughter and her finace met me at my house Saturday night when I arrived home and we spent a lovely day together yesterday celebrating my birthday.
I'd planned this morning to start really packing, but that's not going to happen given the way I feel. I've scrapped my agenda down to one item: a nap. We'll see, I started on MMS first thing this morning so perhaps by this afternoon I'll be feeling much better. Usually after three of four doses of MMS, my health starts to return. Magic stuff, MMS, I encourage everyone to investigate it. It's a whole different paradigm from traditional medicine, and even other alternative therapies, so you need to take a little time and learn about how to use it. But once you understand it, it's so easy. A good thing to have on hand given the uncertainties before us.
It will be very interesting to see how the timing of my move plays out. Generally I'm aiming to arrive at the new house by November 7th. But it's totally flexible. It in large part depends on when the guys I want to load the truck can do it, and I've not heard back from them yet. I'm just trusting that the universe will coordinate everything as to timing.
One very big issue for me is my daughter. It does not feel right for me to be moving to the opposite coast from her. I want her to come with me. And that will happen, sooner or later. After reading the latest Web Bot report and listening to the recent Lindsey Williams interview (It's in 6 parts, but the real info is contained in the first three parts), as well as watching what's happening in the world, we're likely to have some big shake up occurrences in about two weeks. Perhaps she'll end up coming with me after all. Our plan has been that she'd come here when things get rough. If my logistics get dragged out and I'm still here during the November 8 - 11 tipping point, it would not surprise me if she joined me here and we all moved together. I'm just going to take each step one at a time and trust everything will come together in the best way for me and for her.
Everything is in Divine Order. My body is fading now so I'm signing off and heading off towards my nap. Tomorrow is another day.
It's not surprising that I came down with something after such an intense week of travel, I didn't get all that much sleep. My meeting with the owner of the house for rent went well and we have a gentleman's agreement to be formalized this week. The trip home was very long with an extra delay leaving the airport gate in Minneapolis where I changed planes because Obama flew in on the campaign trail and we had to sit for an hour before taking off. My daughter and her finace met me at my house Saturday night when I arrived home and we spent a lovely day together yesterday celebrating my birthday.
I'd planned this morning to start really packing, but that's not going to happen given the way I feel. I've scrapped my agenda down to one item: a nap. We'll see, I started on MMS first thing this morning so perhaps by this afternoon I'll be feeling much better. Usually after three of four doses of MMS, my health starts to return. Magic stuff, MMS, I encourage everyone to investigate it. It's a whole different paradigm from traditional medicine, and even other alternative therapies, so you need to take a little time and learn about how to use it. But once you understand it, it's so easy. A good thing to have on hand given the uncertainties before us.
It will be very interesting to see how the timing of my move plays out. Generally I'm aiming to arrive at the new house by November 7th. But it's totally flexible. It in large part depends on when the guys I want to load the truck can do it, and I've not heard back from them yet. I'm just trusting that the universe will coordinate everything as to timing.
One very big issue for me is my daughter. It does not feel right for me to be moving to the opposite coast from her. I want her to come with me. And that will happen, sooner or later. After reading the latest Web Bot report and listening to the recent Lindsey Williams interview (It's in 6 parts, but the real info is contained in the first three parts), as well as watching what's happening in the world, we're likely to have some big shake up occurrences in about two weeks. Perhaps she'll end up coming with me after all. Our plan has been that she'd come here when things get rough. If my logistics get dragged out and I'm still here during the November 8 - 11 tipping point, it would not surprise me if she joined me here and we all moved together. I'm just going to take each step one at a time and trust everything will come together in the best way for me and for her.
Everything is in Divine Order. My body is fading now so I'm signing off and heading off towards my nap. Tomorrow is another day.
Friday, October 22, 2010
In the Midst of the Rising Energies, We Manifest Like Magic!
I'm kind of swimming this morning, feeling a bit ungrounded. Breath. It's a gift to us to be able to ground ourselves easily with a few slow, deep breathes. The energy is very strong and moving lickety-split.. I slept deeply last night, very deeply.
Yesterday was magical. I drove to the house and it's very nice, beautiful neighborhood that was built probably 30 years ago leaving the old, tall trees in place. The house is charming and looks well maintained. Not too big, not too small. I've spoken to the owner and gotten the details about floor plan, condition, and utilities. He seems to be very detail oriented and thorough, I'm betting he's an engineer. You know the type. I'm meeting with him around lunch time today to make the arrangements. What I'm seeing in my life, and in those of my close friends, is that we're manifesting what we need and want with such speed it's breathtaking and leaves you giggling at how easy it all is. WhoooHaw!!! (as my daughter says:)
I never looked at other houses yesterday, it felt unnecessary, and I finding I was right. Instead, I found the yarn store, a fabulous place with knitters, weavers, and spinners. The nicest people working there, a community waiting for me to join. Then in the historic district I found one of the best independent bookstores I've ever been to and wonderful locally owned shops full of the works of local artists. Two lovely women in the Humane Society gift shop offered to link me up with a good vet, groomer, and kennel for my dogs. Everyone I met was so warm, welcoming, and down to earth.
I've never felt so welcomed anywhere before. The magnitude of what this means touches my deepest core and gratitude wells up filling each cell of my physical, emotional, mental and etheric bodies. We, the Lightworkers, are in for the treat of our lifetime to finally be welcomed and appreciated for who we are. I am humbled. And it's only just beginning, our time to shine forth.
I'm running now to my appointment then head down to the big city for my flight back first thing in the morning. This evening I'll post a bunch of links to some very cool things that have crossed my path recently that I've wanting to share.
Shine On!!!
Yesterday was magical. I drove to the house and it's very nice, beautiful neighborhood that was built probably 30 years ago leaving the old, tall trees in place. The house is charming and looks well maintained. Not too big, not too small. I've spoken to the owner and gotten the details about floor plan, condition, and utilities. He seems to be very detail oriented and thorough, I'm betting he's an engineer. You know the type. I'm meeting with him around lunch time today to make the arrangements. What I'm seeing in my life, and in those of my close friends, is that we're manifesting what we need and want with such speed it's breathtaking and leaves you giggling at how easy it all is. WhoooHaw!!! (as my daughter says:)
I never looked at other houses yesterday, it felt unnecessary, and I finding I was right. Instead, I found the yarn store, a fabulous place with knitters, weavers, and spinners. The nicest people working there, a community waiting for me to join. Then in the historic district I found one of the best independent bookstores I've ever been to and wonderful locally owned shops full of the works of local artists. Two lovely women in the Humane Society gift shop offered to link me up with a good vet, groomer, and kennel for my dogs. Everyone I met was so warm, welcoming, and down to earth.
I've never felt so welcomed anywhere before. The magnitude of what this means touches my deepest core and gratitude wells up filling each cell of my physical, emotional, mental and etheric bodies. We, the Lightworkers, are in for the treat of our lifetime to finally be welcomed and appreciated for who we are. I am humbled. And it's only just beginning, our time to shine forth.
I'm running now to my appointment then head down to the big city for my flight back first thing in the morning. This evening I'll post a bunch of links to some very cool things that have crossed my path recently that I've wanting to share.
Shine On!!!
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Frankly, It's a Hell of a Lot Easier Just Going With the Flow
Over the past couple of days I started a post about the timing of our awakening but didn't get time to write much. Now I'm not in the same place and it's hard to pick up the thread. So for what it's worth. Just trust that the timing for you is perfect. The process of awakening is actually very gradual but steady, at least that's been my experience. It's a continual progression of awakening and expanding of our understanding of the world around us, our internal paradigm shifts, the heightening of our sensitivities, and our growing awareness. That's the Cliff Notes version of what I was planning to say.
Today, and for the past two days, I've been on the west coast scouting out a new location. I'm very appreciative of my intuition because it's guided me to a very nice spot. Small city, natural beauty in abundance, and a hippy, artist, permaculture, local organic food minded culture. Yesterday I drove around in one direction and another getting a feel for the place. Walked around town and had a wonderful salad sitting in the sun at a sidewalk table. Feels like a good place for me!
I had a big laugh just before I headed out here. Initially, the urge to move arose out of a desire to avoid the unfolding crisis of the genocide/toxic poisoning from the Gulf oil spill and the dispersant spraying. (They are still in bad shape down around the Gulf. People are extremely ill and they are still spraying Corexit everywhere. Big changes in the gulf currents and the appearance of some nasty bacteria not killed by the chemicals. So it's not over, btw) Anyway, I suddenly understood that rather then fleeing a crisis, I was moving towards an impending crisis in order to be there to respond. My intuition was laughing our loud. I've no idea what crisis may be coming, but I'm sure I'll recognizing it when it happens, ten respond accordingly. It's what we all do.
Gotta say, it's a hell of a lot easier way to live following my heart and intuitive voice, than the old way of worrying about each and every detail and trying to force things to progress at the pace I "thought" was right. Is this the right place? Well if it feels good, then it is. Is this the right time to move? The logistics and timing - when the house I find is available, truck rental availability, movers scheduling..... - it will all work out such that I arrive at the perfect time. Delays will either present themselves such that the move is delayed. Or it will all fall together rapidly if that's in the highest good for me and everyone else. I'm finally understanding that I don't have to work anywhere near as hard as I used to. Gosh, maybe I finally understand "going with the flow" after all these years! Better late then never, as they say. It's a whole lot simpler and enjoyable to live day to day trusting that everything is working out perfectly, however it unfolds, then worrying and doubting each detail. So what if the people living in this old paradigm think I'm nuts, it's y life, not theirs. And besides, perhaps they'll clue in as they see that things are just working out well using this methodology of trusting intuition.
I had to go through the horrid body scanner at the airport. At 5:00 am too :( When I saw it looming ahead of me, I asked for higher protection. I didn't vaporize in the process. Then the next morning, this arrived in my email inbox: How to opt out of TSA's naked body scanners at the airport. How timely! Now I'm ready for my return flight :D I'm opting out and doing it publicly. Now way do am I going to a private room with some TSA minion. It's an opportunity to educate others about their rights. I'll let you know how it turn out.
My plan is to look at rental houses today. We'll see if i follow that plan. There's a house I found on Craig's list. Looks great from the photos. Available after November 15th. The owner just called me, very nice man. They're doing some work on it right now and it won't be ready to show until next week after I'm gone. He asked if I was willing to keep it as an option despite this, which I am. It's in a neighborhood I like, just on the edge of the downtown center and not far from a large, gorgeous lake. He gave me the address and so I could drive by, but asked me not to bother the contractors, which I'll of course honor. I've got a feeling I could convince him to show me the inside anyway. Somehow, even without having driven by yet, if feels like the right house. I'm not really feeling the need now to look at other houses, strange as this may seem. I'll head over for my drive by, then go from there. Starting to look like a very interesting day, to say the least!
The new Web Bot report came out last night. Funny, the last one I started, but never finished reading. However, I read this one through even though it kept me up very late, just about all night by east coast time. Not that it matters because my inner clock has been on haywire time lately anyway. The report pretty much confirms my sense about multiple economic/weather/earth change/false flag incidents cascading in short order. Clif High noted that it's hard to interpret the data with so much occurring almost simultaneously. I also see that out internal sensitivities have heightened to the point that we already feel what's coming and don't need someone else to give us detailed predictions. Way I figure, I've gotten this far in life, road the rough rapids, scaled mountains that appeared before me overnight, leaped across great chasms, and even got to lie on the beach a few times listening to the ocean waves crash and sea gulls sing. I'm still here doing just fine. Life has prepared me well to deal with what transpires and I'll be able to respond accordingly to whatever unfolds. In my reality, the greedy, corrupt, inhumans who like to think they control everything and everyone, are due their due. All the old crap has got to fall apart anyway before we can create systems that are good for everyone and for our beautiful Gaia, so bring the chaos on. I'm ready.
There's one timing issue for me in all this. I don't want to move across country without my daughter coming with me. It's not in her immediate plans, at least not at present. I'm just going to hold the intent that we'll be together when we need to be. Sounds like everything may be radically altered starting in about three weeks time.
Today, it's a beautiful day out. The deciduous trees are in fall colors, the evergreens are tall and radiant in the sunlight. I'm heading out for a day of adventures! I send love and Light to each of you reading these words. ♥♥♥
PS - I did take time to proof read this so sorry for any typos. I trust you'll get the gist.
Today, and for the past two days, I've been on the west coast scouting out a new location. I'm very appreciative of my intuition because it's guided me to a very nice spot. Small city, natural beauty in abundance, and a hippy, artist, permaculture, local organic food minded culture. Yesterday I drove around in one direction and another getting a feel for the place. Walked around town and had a wonderful salad sitting in the sun at a sidewalk table. Feels like a good place for me!
I had a big laugh just before I headed out here. Initially, the urge to move arose out of a desire to avoid the unfolding crisis of the genocide/toxic poisoning from the Gulf oil spill and the dispersant spraying. (They are still in bad shape down around the Gulf. People are extremely ill and they are still spraying Corexit everywhere. Big changes in the gulf currents and the appearance of some nasty bacteria not killed by the chemicals. So it's not over, btw) Anyway, I suddenly understood that rather then fleeing a crisis, I was moving towards an impending crisis in order to be there to respond. My intuition was laughing our loud. I've no idea what crisis may be coming, but I'm sure I'll recognizing it when it happens, ten respond accordingly. It's what we all do.
Gotta say, it's a hell of a lot easier way to live following my heart and intuitive voice, than the old way of worrying about each and every detail and trying to force things to progress at the pace I "thought" was right. Is this the right place? Well if it feels good, then it is. Is this the right time to move? The logistics and timing - when the house I find is available, truck rental availability, movers scheduling..... - it will all work out such that I arrive at the perfect time. Delays will either present themselves such that the move is delayed. Or it will all fall together rapidly if that's in the highest good for me and everyone else. I'm finally understanding that I don't have to work anywhere near as hard as I used to. Gosh, maybe I finally understand "going with the flow" after all these years! Better late then never, as they say. It's a whole lot simpler and enjoyable to live day to day trusting that everything is working out perfectly, however it unfolds, then worrying and doubting each detail. So what if the people living in this old paradigm think I'm nuts, it's y life, not theirs. And besides, perhaps they'll clue in as they see that things are just working out well using this methodology of trusting intuition.
I had to go through the horrid body scanner at the airport. At 5:00 am too :( When I saw it looming ahead of me, I asked for higher protection. I didn't vaporize in the process. Then the next morning, this arrived in my email inbox: How to opt out of TSA's naked body scanners at the airport. How timely! Now I'm ready for my return flight :D I'm opting out and doing it publicly. Now way do am I going to a private room with some TSA minion. It's an opportunity to educate others about their rights. I'll let you know how it turn out.
My plan is to look at rental houses today. We'll see if i follow that plan. There's a house I found on Craig's list. Looks great from the photos. Available after November 15th. The owner just called me, very nice man. They're doing some work on it right now and it won't be ready to show until next week after I'm gone. He asked if I was willing to keep it as an option despite this, which I am. It's in a neighborhood I like, just on the edge of the downtown center and not far from a large, gorgeous lake. He gave me the address and so I could drive by, but asked me not to bother the contractors, which I'll of course honor. I've got a feeling I could convince him to show me the inside anyway. Somehow, even without having driven by yet, if feels like the right house. I'm not really feeling the need now to look at other houses, strange as this may seem. I'll head over for my drive by, then go from there. Starting to look like a very interesting day, to say the least!
The new Web Bot report came out last night. Funny, the last one I started, but never finished reading. However, I read this one through even though it kept me up very late, just about all night by east coast time. Not that it matters because my inner clock has been on haywire time lately anyway. The report pretty much confirms my sense about multiple economic/weather/earth change/false flag incidents cascading in short order. Clif High noted that it's hard to interpret the data with so much occurring almost simultaneously. I also see that out internal sensitivities have heightened to the point that we already feel what's coming and don't need someone else to give us detailed predictions. Way I figure, I've gotten this far in life, road the rough rapids, scaled mountains that appeared before me overnight, leaped across great chasms, and even got to lie on the beach a few times listening to the ocean waves crash and sea gulls sing. I'm still here doing just fine. Life has prepared me well to deal with what transpires and I'll be able to respond accordingly to whatever unfolds. In my reality, the greedy, corrupt, inhumans who like to think they control everything and everyone, are due their due. All the old crap has got to fall apart anyway before we can create systems that are good for everyone and for our beautiful Gaia, so bring the chaos on. I'm ready.
There's one timing issue for me in all this. I don't want to move across country without my daughter coming with me. It's not in her immediate plans, at least not at present. I'm just going to hold the intent that we'll be together when we need to be. Sounds like everything may be radically altered starting in about three weeks time.
Today, it's a beautiful day out. The deciduous trees are in fall colors, the evergreens are tall and radiant in the sunlight. I'm heading out for a day of adventures! I send love and Light to each of you reading these words. ♥♥♥
PS - I did take time to proof read this so sorry for any typos. I trust you'll get the gist.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Trusting All Is In Perfect Order No Matter the Energy Around Us
The energy coming in has been intense and very erratic lately. I recall that No Eyes explained in Phoenix Rising, that the energy coming into the planet would double each year, starting in 1987 when the Ascension process began, and continuing each year for twenty-five years through 2012. Gives a good picture of what we're in now, and what we've adjusted to over the past twenty-three years.
This may sound familiar to you. Last week I found myself sleeping deeply for ten hours (?!!) on a number of nights. Then the past few days the energy went the other way. Awake all night till 5:3o am Monday. No nap and up till after midnight Tuesday, and still up for an hour with a cup of decaf tea at 3:33. Yesterday I woke up wide awake at 4:30 and dragged through the day exhausted, yet not able to even take a nap, and I love a good nap. I'm working to avoid desperation setting in as I look through sleep deprived eyes at the lengthy to do list I have before me for this move. I headed for bed early last night, asking for divine intervention, and thankfully, most thankfully slept through the night.
I received a strong message to write more about how we approach what might be coming in the near future. Do I know what's to transpire,? No. Some hunches that it might be multiple events in rapid succession. In truth, I don't think anyone has been privy to what will unfold, regardless of their intuitive sensitivities. That's the way it's meant to be. What is most important now is to let go of the need to know. We have all the resources we really need within us, huge resourcefulness, and we have our perfect Divine Spirits.
Earlier today I was thinking back on when I first started waking up and recognizing that we were nearing the most intense phase of this Great Shift. Though I tried not to let fear well up inside, I have to be honest and say that I had a lot of fear. What was going to happen? What could I do to prepare? What would I need to store and how much? ..... I did follow the guidance I received and stored a fair amount of food. I learned how to grow vegetables (I'm still learning this), bought garden tools, and stocked heirloom vegetable seeds. Gradually I built up a small shelf of resource books on living self-sustainably. Generally just doing my best to make myself as independent and sustainable as possible within my financial circumstance. Over time, I've come to trust that one way or another, my needs will be met, because they always are. even when I'm not sure where what I need is coming from, my needs are always met.
Yesterday I ran into a challenge that affects whether I have the resources to make this move to the northwest. At first it was a hard blow. In the past, I would have responded by dropping down into deep disappointment. But I didn't do that this time. Instead, I was able to quickly move to the space of accepting that Spirit knows the perfect timing for me to relocate. I trust that I will be placed where I'm needed, at the time my energy and presence is needed there. Boy, does it feel good to be able to respond in this way. Many years of internal work to shift out of the programing from childhood that governed how I responded. So worth all the introspection. We make everything so difficult when we battle the flow. It's so much easier to accept the flow and ride with it.
And then a few moments ago, things shifted and the obstacle was removed. How cool is that? Though I can offer no proof, I've a strong sense that by staying in the place of trust, rather than filling up with the emotions of disappointment and despair, I created the opening for the universe to support me. Either that or it's the erratic energy flowing around us.
It's gotten much colder here in the evenings and so I made lentil soup last night. Such a nice comfort on a chilly evening. Here's my recipe. Easy and quick from start to finish. Now I've got to get back to my moving to do list!
6 servings
2 Tbsp. vegetable oil
1 med. onion, chopped
2 cloves garlic, minced
2 cups lentils, uncooked
8 cups water or vegetable stock, plus 3 - 4 additional cups water
1 - 2 vegetable bouillon cube (if water is used instead of stock)
2 small carrots, thickly sliced
2-3 ribs celery, chopped
3 med. red skin potatoes, cut into large cubes
2 bay leaves
1 tsp. crushed coriander
1/2 – 1 tsp. cumin
freshly ground pepper, to taste
salt, to taste
2 Tbsp. red wine vinegar
2-4 ounces fresh spinach (chopped if large leaves)
Pick over the lentils and rinse in a colander.
In a large soup pot, saute the chopped onion and garlic in the vegetable oil until soft and translucent. Add the lentils, 8 cups water or stock, celery, carrots, and potatoes. Bring to a simmer. Add the bay leaves, coriander, cumin, salt and fresh ground pepper. Simmer, stirring occasionally and adding additional water as necessary, until the lentils and potatoes are tender, about 15 to 20 minutes.
Check the seasonings, adding more cumin and coriander as needed. Stir in the vinegar. To serve, place a small handful of spinach leaves in each bowl before ladling in the hot soup. The heat from the soup will wilt the spinach leaves.
This may sound familiar to you. Last week I found myself sleeping deeply for ten hours (?!!) on a number of nights. Then the past few days the energy went the other way. Awake all night till 5:3o am Monday. No nap and up till after midnight Tuesday, and still up for an hour with a cup of decaf tea at 3:33. Yesterday I woke up wide awake at 4:30 and dragged through the day exhausted, yet not able to even take a nap, and I love a good nap. I'm working to avoid desperation setting in as I look through sleep deprived eyes at the lengthy to do list I have before me for this move. I headed for bed early last night, asking for divine intervention, and thankfully, most thankfully slept through the night.
I received a strong message to write more about how we approach what might be coming in the near future. Do I know what's to transpire,? No. Some hunches that it might be multiple events in rapid succession. In truth, I don't think anyone has been privy to what will unfold, regardless of their intuitive sensitivities. That's the way it's meant to be. What is most important now is to let go of the need to know. We have all the resources we really need within us, huge resourcefulness, and we have our perfect Divine Spirits.
Earlier today I was thinking back on when I first started waking up and recognizing that we were nearing the most intense phase of this Great Shift. Though I tried not to let fear well up inside, I have to be honest and say that I had a lot of fear. What was going to happen? What could I do to prepare? What would I need to store and how much? ..... I did follow the guidance I received and stored a fair amount of food. I learned how to grow vegetables (I'm still learning this), bought garden tools, and stocked heirloom vegetable seeds. Gradually I built up a small shelf of resource books on living self-sustainably. Generally just doing my best to make myself as independent and sustainable as possible within my financial circumstance. Over time, I've come to trust that one way or another, my needs will be met, because they always are. even when I'm not sure where what I need is coming from, my needs are always met.
Yesterday I ran into a challenge that affects whether I have the resources to make this move to the northwest. At first it was a hard blow. In the past, I would have responded by dropping down into deep disappointment. But I didn't do that this time. Instead, I was able to quickly move to the space of accepting that Spirit knows the perfect timing for me to relocate. I trust that I will be placed where I'm needed, at the time my energy and presence is needed there. Boy, does it feel good to be able to respond in this way. Many years of internal work to shift out of the programing from childhood that governed how I responded. So worth all the introspection. We make everything so difficult when we battle the flow. It's so much easier to accept the flow and ride with it.
And then a few moments ago, things shifted and the obstacle was removed. How cool is that? Though I can offer no proof, I've a strong sense that by staying in the place of trust, rather than filling up with the emotions of disappointment and despair, I created the opening for the universe to support me. Either that or it's the erratic energy flowing around us.
It's gotten much colder here in the evenings and so I made lentil soup last night. Such a nice comfort on a chilly evening. Here's my recipe. Easy and quick from start to finish. Now I've got to get back to my moving to do list!
Chilly Day Lentil Soup
6 servings
2 Tbsp. vegetable oil
1 med. onion, chopped
2 cloves garlic, minced
2 cups lentils, uncooked
8 cups water or vegetable stock, plus 3 - 4 additional cups water
1 - 2 vegetable bouillon cube (if water is used instead of stock)
2 small carrots, thickly sliced
2-3 ribs celery, chopped
3 med. red skin potatoes, cut into large cubes
2 bay leaves
1 tsp. crushed coriander
1/2 – 1 tsp. cumin
freshly ground pepper, to taste
salt, to taste
2 Tbsp. red wine vinegar
2-4 ounces fresh spinach (chopped if large leaves)
Pick over the lentils and rinse in a colander.
In a large soup pot, saute the chopped onion and garlic in the vegetable oil until soft and translucent. Add the lentils, 8 cups water or stock, celery, carrots, and potatoes. Bring to a simmer. Add the bay leaves, coriander, cumin, salt and fresh ground pepper. Simmer, stirring occasionally and adding additional water as necessary, until the lentils and potatoes are tender, about 15 to 20 minutes.
Check the seasonings, adding more cumin and coriander as needed. Stir in the vinegar. To serve, place a small handful of spinach leaves in each bowl before ladling in the hot soup. The heat from the soup will wilt the spinach leaves.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Following the Heart on a Great Big Adventure
Interesting, I spoke with someone yesterday who also blogs, and she related that this past month she's hardly put up a post when she used to write almost daily. Which says my lack of posting has something to do with the energy and the erratic fabric of time since around the Equinox. That said, I'm making a commitment to myself, and to you who are reading her, to write something almost every day, even if it's very short. As we enter into big transitions it's important to mark our passage. So I'll take my own advise and record what I'm able to as I progress through yet another Great Big Adventure. Perhaps one of my biggest thus far in this lifetime.
In the past few days I had my astrology reading and an early birthday present gift of a visit to an intuitive I'd not had read for me before. They were both very good readings. The important thing I got from each of the readings was confirmation of what my own intuition has been telling me. Love to get that confirmation :) Sometimes I hear people complaining that they didn't learn anything from a reading that they didn't already know. But it's a huge gift to have your own inner compass confirmed. Makes our step lighter, elevates our sense of self confidence, and helps release those pesky doubts of "Am I doing the right thing here?"
Everything is a go for my cross country move. The planets and all my energy lines flow and support my creativity, my relations, and my vocation in the upper northwest. Compared to where I live now, which the astrologer said causes constant disruptions and conflicts in relations and work. The first half of my life has been chock full of "wonderful opportunities for personal growth", meaning lots of challenges. Paid my dues! Now in the second half, I want and intend things to flow easily. I want good friends and fun, laughter, music, and to enjoy my creativity. There will always be challenges, we'd get bored without them, but I fully intend to build a new life with a lot more fun woven throughout.
My mind swims back and forth across the logistics of sell, donate, pack and then transport me, my two dogs, and all our stuff 3800 miles per Google maps. I'm flying out for four days next week on a scouting mission to secure a six month rental in which to land while I orient myself. Hard to believe I'll be living somewhere new in less than four weeks. Let the newness unfold. My step daughter read a passage to me recently that she'd come across that spoke to her. Spoke to me too. I don't have an exact quote, yet the gist I took from it is...Surround yourself with what you relish. If you don't relish it, let it go.
Part of the reason for the short time frame I've set for myself on relocating arises from my inner sense that something big is going to take place in November. Not sure exactly what. Could be a combination of a number of big things all at once, like economy, war, internet failure, and/or our brethren from other star systems landing in open contact. There's a lot of confirmation coming in via the Web Bot reports and various channelings. My urgency is not out of fear, rather practicality. It's not in my best interest to be stuck in the middle of Oklahoma with two dogs and a big truck if the computer networks go down and the gas pumps don't work. So I'm aiming to have arrived at the new location in the event all hell brakes loose. All in all, despite my aims, I'm totally certain that the universe will coordinate the perfect timing for me. If speed is important, all will fall easily into place. I'll be where I'm meant to be when I'm meant to be there. That's the way it always happens.
A great big adventure. Though really, I'm just returning to where I was born after living most of my life in other places. Somehow if feels intuitively that re-rooting will be easier than putting down roots in a totally new place. After so many life times, I'm certain I've lived in many, many places around this planets before. What's most important for me is that I'm following my heart. My heart never ever leads me astray.
In the past few days I had my astrology reading and an early birthday present gift of a visit to an intuitive I'd not had read for me before. They were both very good readings. The important thing I got from each of the readings was confirmation of what my own intuition has been telling me. Love to get that confirmation :) Sometimes I hear people complaining that they didn't learn anything from a reading that they didn't already know. But it's a huge gift to have your own inner compass confirmed. Makes our step lighter, elevates our sense of self confidence, and helps release those pesky doubts of "Am I doing the right thing here?"
Everything is a go for my cross country move. The planets and all my energy lines flow and support my creativity, my relations, and my vocation in the upper northwest. Compared to where I live now, which the astrologer said causes constant disruptions and conflicts in relations and work. The first half of my life has been chock full of "wonderful opportunities for personal growth", meaning lots of challenges. Paid my dues! Now in the second half, I want and intend things to flow easily. I want good friends and fun, laughter, music, and to enjoy my creativity. There will always be challenges, we'd get bored without them, but I fully intend to build a new life with a lot more fun woven throughout.
My mind swims back and forth across the logistics of sell, donate, pack and then transport me, my two dogs, and all our stuff 3800 miles per Google maps. I'm flying out for four days next week on a scouting mission to secure a six month rental in which to land while I orient myself. Hard to believe I'll be living somewhere new in less than four weeks. Let the newness unfold. My step daughter read a passage to me recently that she'd come across that spoke to her. Spoke to me too. I don't have an exact quote, yet the gist I took from it is...Surround yourself with what you relish. If you don't relish it, let it go.
Part of the reason for the short time frame I've set for myself on relocating arises from my inner sense that something big is going to take place in November. Not sure exactly what. Could be a combination of a number of big things all at once, like economy, war, internet failure, and/or our brethren from other star systems landing in open contact. There's a lot of confirmation coming in via the Web Bot reports and various channelings. My urgency is not out of fear, rather practicality. It's not in my best interest to be stuck in the middle of Oklahoma with two dogs and a big truck if the computer networks go down and the gas pumps don't work. So I'm aiming to have arrived at the new location in the event all hell brakes loose. All in all, despite my aims, I'm totally certain that the universe will coordinate the perfect timing for me. If speed is important, all will fall easily into place. I'll be where I'm meant to be when I'm meant to be there. That's the way it always happens.
A great big adventure. Though really, I'm just returning to where I was born after living most of my life in other places. Somehow if feels intuitively that re-rooting will be easier than putting down roots in a totally new place. After so many life times, I'm certain I've lived in many, many places around this planets before. What's most important for me is that I'm following my heart. My heart never ever leads me astray.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Out of the Holding Pattern and Becoming Who We Really Are
Not quite sure how I went over a months without writing, either here or in my journal, but I apparently have.
I look back over the past six month or so and see that I, probably many of us, have been kept in the holding pattern. Seems it would never end, even though we know it will eventually and that remaining in a relatively removed space serves the greater purpose. Not much of anything I tried to initiate in the last six months got off the ground. Work I tried to start up never went anywhere. It appeared that I'd finally found a group of like minded people in my small town, only to discover as I got to know them that they were not operating on the same level, and worse, they recognized my energy and wanted to use it towards their well intentioned, yet misguided agenda. I cut that off right quick. When things aren't clicking, I step back and observe the patterns of what's going on. Doing so helps us gain clarity and understanding of the bigger picture. There's been much cleansing taking place on all levels. In a way, we've been set aside for a bit in order that deeper cleansing could occur. Bit tedious from our individual perspective, but immensely needed at the larger perspective.
Then the Fall Equinox arrived, always a great transition point, and now everything is beginning to move forward again. I will be too. Initially I imagined myself staying in this location for some time. The land and climate suit me. The property I live on has wonderful energy, beauty, and a peacefulness I relish. I rented it last year and have intended to buy it, which the owners wanted. However as I've ventured out into the community I find almost nothing that resonates with me. Living here has become so boring and way too isolated. Even my dogs are suffering for it despite three acres of fenced land upon which they have free run. Since the Equinox the pull within me to relocate grows daily. My energy has started to surge, which is always a message that I'm focused in the right direction. Not a small move this time, a big one back to where I was born on the opposite coast (but not California).
I checked where my planetary energy lines run on http://www.astro.com/. (open an account, click "Free Horoscopes" at the top menu, not the side bar, and select "Astro Click Travel") The location I'm drawn to marks the convergence of my Sun, Mercury, my Descendant, and Lower Mid-heaven. Very nice combination. I've scheduled an astrological reading with George Ward, who is skilled in reading the interplay of various planets and identifying beneficial locations. A couple of my close relatives are contemplating a move to the same location, so I thought it might be useful for us all to get some insight into the potential of our combined energies there. I've already received guidance that my strongest energy lies on the west coast, rather than the east. After most of my life spent in areas that don't fully support me, it will feel good to reside where my creativity and personal power run the highest.
Really it's the pull of the heart that's leading me in this direction. Intuition that this is a good placement for the unfolding of my mission, whatever that turns out to be. I've received hints, even though I don't fully know the details. I trust it will unfold and trust that I'm well prepared. It's taken steady work to run out my doubts, and well worth the effort because living from a place of trust in the Divine Order feels so much better. Not that I've reached the point of residing in that place of trust 24/7, but I'm making progress. I know the feeling and can tell when I'm centered in my trust.
Everything is changing very rapidly. From my little window on the world it appears that more people are waking up. Wishing that many more would do so right this moment, yet momentum is growing. And it needs to because the new assaults against the people of the planet and the planet herself by the secret corp/govt increase almost daily. Someone posted a fabulous comment on Facebook a few weeks ago that I plan to remember..."We're waking up faster than they can spin their lies!" Gotta love it! :) Wish I'd friended the person who penned the comment. I'd give them attribution.
In between all the MSM's F.E.A.R (False Evidence Appearing as Real) mongering, I'm seeing all kinds of amazing new, creative ideas and initiatives emerging. Fills my heart with joy! It's a topic of it's own so I'll just mention it briefly now and write in depth later this week. May take a few posts. There's a lot.
The other area that's suddenly started moving forward since the Fall Equinox is work related. There's a business idea I have and the timing now appears just right. Though I didn't realize it at first, this idea first came to me a little over a year ago. Then faded. Earlier this spring I had the idea again, set it aside until I had some resources to start it up, and now it's time to start. There is a need in all the communities that are struggling to create something new for their sustainability. And that's where my business comes in. I'm being cryptic, I know, but I'll wait to share the details after I have a little more in place.
Last week I got the message I was right on track. I'd been pondering a name for the business, then one night one name in particular stepped forward in my mind. I searched online and found nothing with this name. Kind of surprising but it must be meant for me. Websites were available, so I've retained them, both .com and .org. The name was available on blogspot so I took it. Same with a gmail address. It almost felt too easy. Boy does it feel good to have everything flowing once again. Most of all, a sense of passion has returned after a very long hiatus. I've never gone for long without passion for my work, until the last four years when it was nowhere to be found. I'm deeply grateful to feel my sense of passion once again. So grateful.
Shifting back into high gear, I'm ready to move full speed ahead. Lots and lots to do in the next month. I'm using this opportunity to release many of my personal possessions. They've served their purpose and now is a very good time for me to release everything that holds old energy so that new energy has space to move in around me in my new home (which I also need to locate). Our possessions hold energies they've acquired during their tenure with us. I'm a very different person now than when most of these things came into my life and I want what surrounds me in my new home to reflect who I am now. Sometimes we have to deal with a fair number of logistics as we move forward in becoming who we really are.
Anyway, I'm welcoming myself back.
I look back over the past six month or so and see that I, probably many of us, have been kept in the holding pattern. Seems it would never end, even though we know it will eventually and that remaining in a relatively removed space serves the greater purpose. Not much of anything I tried to initiate in the last six months got off the ground. Work I tried to start up never went anywhere. It appeared that I'd finally found a group of like minded people in my small town, only to discover as I got to know them that they were not operating on the same level, and worse, they recognized my energy and wanted to use it towards their well intentioned, yet misguided agenda. I cut that off right quick. When things aren't clicking, I step back and observe the patterns of what's going on. Doing so helps us gain clarity and understanding of the bigger picture. There's been much cleansing taking place on all levels. In a way, we've been set aside for a bit in order that deeper cleansing could occur. Bit tedious from our individual perspective, but immensely needed at the larger perspective.
Then the Fall Equinox arrived, always a great transition point, and now everything is beginning to move forward again. I will be too. Initially I imagined myself staying in this location for some time. The land and climate suit me. The property I live on has wonderful energy, beauty, and a peacefulness I relish. I rented it last year and have intended to buy it, which the owners wanted. However as I've ventured out into the community I find almost nothing that resonates with me. Living here has become so boring and way too isolated. Even my dogs are suffering for it despite three acres of fenced land upon which they have free run. Since the Equinox the pull within me to relocate grows daily. My energy has started to surge, which is always a message that I'm focused in the right direction. Not a small move this time, a big one back to where I was born on the opposite coast (but not California).
I checked where my planetary energy lines run on http://www.astro.com/. (open an account, click "Free Horoscopes" at the top menu, not the side bar, and select "Astro Click Travel") The location I'm drawn to marks the convergence of my Sun, Mercury, my Descendant, and Lower Mid-heaven. Very nice combination. I've scheduled an astrological reading with George Ward, who is skilled in reading the interplay of various planets and identifying beneficial locations. A couple of my close relatives are contemplating a move to the same location, so I thought it might be useful for us all to get some insight into the potential of our combined energies there. I've already received guidance that my strongest energy lies on the west coast, rather than the east. After most of my life spent in areas that don't fully support me, it will feel good to reside where my creativity and personal power run the highest.
Really it's the pull of the heart that's leading me in this direction. Intuition that this is a good placement for the unfolding of my mission, whatever that turns out to be. I've received hints, even though I don't fully know the details. I trust it will unfold and trust that I'm well prepared. It's taken steady work to run out my doubts, and well worth the effort because living from a place of trust in the Divine Order feels so much better. Not that I've reached the point of residing in that place of trust 24/7, but I'm making progress. I know the feeling and can tell when I'm centered in my trust.
Everything is changing very rapidly. From my little window on the world it appears that more people are waking up. Wishing that many more would do so right this moment, yet momentum is growing. And it needs to because the new assaults against the people of the planet and the planet herself by the secret corp/govt increase almost daily. Someone posted a fabulous comment on Facebook a few weeks ago that I plan to remember..."We're waking up faster than they can spin their lies!" Gotta love it! :) Wish I'd friended the person who penned the comment. I'd give them attribution.
In between all the MSM's F.E.A.R (False Evidence Appearing as Real) mongering, I'm seeing all kinds of amazing new, creative ideas and initiatives emerging. Fills my heart with joy! It's a topic of it's own so I'll just mention it briefly now and write in depth later this week. May take a few posts. There's a lot.
The other area that's suddenly started moving forward since the Fall Equinox is work related. There's a business idea I have and the timing now appears just right. Though I didn't realize it at first, this idea first came to me a little over a year ago. Then faded. Earlier this spring I had the idea again, set it aside until I had some resources to start it up, and now it's time to start. There is a need in all the communities that are struggling to create something new for their sustainability. And that's where my business comes in. I'm being cryptic, I know, but I'll wait to share the details after I have a little more in place.
Last week I got the message I was right on track. I'd been pondering a name for the business, then one night one name in particular stepped forward in my mind. I searched online and found nothing with this name. Kind of surprising but it must be meant for me. Websites were available, so I've retained them, both .com and .org. The name was available on blogspot so I took it. Same with a gmail address. It almost felt too easy. Boy does it feel good to have everything flowing once again. Most of all, a sense of passion has returned after a very long hiatus. I've never gone for long without passion for my work, until the last four years when it was nowhere to be found. I'm deeply grateful to feel my sense of passion once again. So grateful.
Shifting back into high gear, I'm ready to move full speed ahead. Lots and lots to do in the next month. I'm using this opportunity to release many of my personal possessions. They've served their purpose and now is a very good time for me to release everything that holds old energy so that new energy has space to move in around me in my new home (which I also need to locate). Our possessions hold energies they've acquired during their tenure with us. I'm a very different person now than when most of these things came into my life and I want what surrounds me in my new home to reflect who I am now. Sometimes we have to deal with a fair number of logistics as we move forward in becoming who we really are.
Anyway, I'm welcoming myself back.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Sometimes We Just Don't Go That Deep
Despite moving like a pachinko ball from unrelated thought to thought. I feel like writing. Sometimes when you chart out the points, a pattern emerges. If by some chance an observable pattern emerges, I'll click the "Publish Post" button and you'll be reading this.
Last evening I read an article titled "Is the Iraq War Over?" by Michael Prysner, one of the Iraq war vets who's courageously speaking out the truth about the wars. It paints a very vivid picture of the freedom and democracy the United States spreads in the world. Our tax dollars at work. If I had the money Dick Chaney made off his Haliburton stock (held in blind trust during his term as Vice (apt adjective) President) as a result of the war contracts, I'd mail a copy of this article to every household in the US. Americans ought to know the result of their acquiescence and gullibility. War and violence has never made any sense to me at all. Wish this was a universal perspective. I try to remind myself that these war are the expression and release of negative emotions humans have transmitted to Gaia over many centuries.
Read on, two articles about the Gulf disaster. "Who killed the Gulf" and "How Has it Come to This?" I find it hard to reconcile that so many people seem so disinterested in the what's happening in Gulf of Mexico. Disappointed in humans, even while totally understanding all about the anesthetization of the American public, I'm still disappointed.
Last week I discovered Pepper Lewis, who channels Gaia. You can listen to a session she did here: Gaia Speaks on the Gulf Oil Spill. She provides an interesting observation that the Gulf oil spill is our opportunity at the collective humanity level to resolve the karma created by the destruction of Atlantis. Gaia notes that repairing the damage to the sea bed and halting the leaks is beyond our current level of technology. Obama will at some point have to start directly addressing the reality of the damage created by BP, first by calling on the top experts from nations all around the globe to convene, then turning to our friends in the Galactic community for assistance. Which will really change everything on the planet. Imagine... the government having to stop the charade and opening up the door to participation in the greater galactic community. Many people will have their conception of reality blown apart. It will bring about an enormous change in everything overnight.
Pepper Lewis wrote the last section of the book I just finished, Transition Now; Redefining Duality, 2012 and Beyond. I highly recommend the book. What I appreciate most is a big shift in the guidance coming through from our friends on other dimensions. They (and we) have moved past the "Wake up, many changes coming!" alerts, and the focus now is on ways we can facilitate the increase our inner awareness. The information coming through recently is so much more positive in outlook than what was provided a few years ago. This is an affirmation of our progress thus far. :)))
Total change in topic. Two days ago, as a lark, I created a facebook page for my dogs, Rohan and Simone. Turns out there are many Goldendoodles with their own facebook pages, and with great speed, Rohan and Simone are connecting with the larger Goldendoodle community. Their group of friends is growing. Rohan and Simone are also activists like me.
This morning I thought, What have I done??? Now in addition to checking my own emails and other communications each morning, I also have to handle all their correspondence and postings. It all feels very Deja Vu, the dogs taking on their own anthropomorphic life, and when I finally recall the situation this reminds me of, I'll update here. Perhaps Rohan N Simone may decide not to be all that active with their facebook page. Who knows ? Here's their profile picture (Rohan on the right, Simone the left)
This post isn't really going anywhere. I just have to face it that some days I'm not that deep. Some days we need to focus on the mundane, the chores and errands. It's often in the process of cleaning and sorting that we delve into a deeper level of understanding. I've got two subjects bubbling under the surface to explore here. So for now, I'll go run my errands, sweep my floors, bathe the dogs, and let things percolate for the next post.
Wishing us all a really productive day!
Last evening I read an article titled "Is the Iraq War Over?" by Michael Prysner, one of the Iraq war vets who's courageously speaking out the truth about the wars. It paints a very vivid picture of the freedom and democracy the United States spreads in the world. Our tax dollars at work. If I had the money Dick Chaney made off his Haliburton stock (held in blind trust during his term as Vice (apt adjective) President) as a result of the war contracts, I'd mail a copy of this article to every household in the US. Americans ought to know the result of their acquiescence and gullibility. War and violence has never made any sense to me at all. Wish this was a universal perspective. I try to remind myself that these war are the expression and release of negative emotions humans have transmitted to Gaia over many centuries.
Read on, two articles about the Gulf disaster. "Who killed the Gulf" and "How Has it Come to This?" I find it hard to reconcile that so many people seem so disinterested in the what's happening in Gulf of Mexico. Disappointed in humans, even while totally understanding all about the anesthetization of the American public, I'm still disappointed.
Last week I discovered Pepper Lewis, who channels Gaia. You can listen to a session she did here: Gaia Speaks on the Gulf Oil Spill. She provides an interesting observation that the Gulf oil spill is our opportunity at the collective humanity level to resolve the karma created by the destruction of Atlantis. Gaia notes that repairing the damage to the sea bed and halting the leaks is beyond our current level of technology. Obama will at some point have to start directly addressing the reality of the damage created by BP, first by calling on the top experts from nations all around the globe to convene, then turning to our friends in the Galactic community for assistance. Which will really change everything on the planet. Imagine... the government having to stop the charade and opening up the door to participation in the greater galactic community. Many people will have their conception of reality blown apart. It will bring about an enormous change in everything overnight.
Pepper Lewis wrote the last section of the book I just finished, Transition Now; Redefining Duality, 2012 and Beyond. I highly recommend the book. What I appreciate most is a big shift in the guidance coming through from our friends on other dimensions. They (and we) have moved past the "Wake up, many changes coming!" alerts, and the focus now is on ways we can facilitate the increase our inner awareness. The information coming through recently is so much more positive in outlook than what was provided a few years ago. This is an affirmation of our progress thus far. :)))
Total change in topic. Two days ago, as a lark, I created a facebook page for my dogs, Rohan and Simone. Turns out there are many Goldendoodles with their own facebook pages, and with great speed, Rohan and Simone are connecting with the larger Goldendoodle community. Their group of friends is growing. Rohan and Simone are also activists like me.
This morning I thought, What have I done??? Now in addition to checking my own emails and other communications each morning, I also have to handle all their correspondence and postings. It all feels very Deja Vu, the dogs taking on their own anthropomorphic life, and when I finally recall the situation this reminds me of, I'll update here. Perhaps Rohan N Simone may decide not to be all that active with their facebook page. Who knows ? Here's their profile picture (Rohan on the right, Simone the left)This post isn't really going anywhere. I just have to face it that some days I'm not that deep. Some days we need to focus on the mundane, the chores and errands. It's often in the process of cleaning and sorting that we delve into a deeper level of understanding. I've got two subjects bubbling under the surface to explore here. So for now, I'll go run my errands, sweep my floors, bathe the dogs, and let things percolate for the next post.
Wishing us all a really productive day!
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
A Non-Linear Very Magical Mystery Tour to the Quantum Level
OK, follow along. We're going on a Non-Linear Very Magical Mystery Tour. It may feel like jumping from one unrelated spot to another, but have no fear (very important, no fear), it will all come together somewhere in the space-time-matter-multidimensional universe, perhaps even in your/my awareness. This is a journey I've been on for a number of years, maybe one could say many, many lifetimes. We'll start here.....
About two and a half years ago, I was in a really down place. It was cold out, rained day after day, and I could not get my feet warm. Night after night as I went to sleep, up came a past situation that had left me full of sorrow. Each night a different one. I'd lie in bed awake all night working my way through every aspect, what I could of said or done differently, what I'd say to the person now to explain how I felt. By the next day I felt OK about the situation I'd wrestled with all night. Then another one came up, and another. Three weeks of no sleep. I was a mess. My friend said, "Oh, it's probably expansion." Expansion????? Of what? She sent me this "little movie", as I've come to call it. A powerful little movie, full of Truth. It made me feel much better so I watched it over and over again. I've seen it dozens of times and still, when it gets to the part that says, "there is within every single cell of your being enough power to light the world" a wave passes through me and tears well up in my eyes. Every single time.
I've written here a few times about my powerful feeling that there is something I ache to remember, abilities I long to reclaim. Something I yearn to connect with inside. Yet I'm not able to even remember what what it is I'm longing to remember.
A few weeks ago I posted a video interview with Dolores Cannon. Towards the end of the interview she describes how she is now working with people with serious illnesses, speaking with Higher Self and when the being at the soul level wants to be healed, Higher Self goes about healing the client's body right there in the session. This intrigued me. From deep inside surged the desire to be able to do healing in this way. After checking out about Dolores Cannon's training classes, I came away with the hunch that two weekends of hypnotherapy training wasn't going to enable me to learn this type of healing. And past life regression therapy, which is what she teaches, is not really what I'm interested in doing.
About the same time I ordered some books, including The Great Shift, which contains parts by three people who's work I resonate with, Lee Carroll/Kryon, Tom Kenyon/Hathors/Mary Magdalen, and Patricia Cori/Sirian High Counsel, and Transition Now, also by Lee Carroll/Kryon; Patricia Cori/Sirians, and Pepper Lewis/Gaia. I started with The Great Shift and now I'm half way through Transition Now. When I read, I filter everything through my inner true/false filter. Reading these channeled energy beings, in addition to my true/false filter, I attune my awareness to whether the words come from the page or from my deeper inner memory. The Sirians and Hathors resonate as if I'm reading a letter from dear friends about things we've shared together. Which I know we have.
In The Great Shift as the Sirians speak about Egypt, I feel the stone floors of the Temple at Abydos beneath my feet. When I finally go to Egypt in this lifetime I know this Temple will be just as I picture in my mind. As they speak of the relationship between Atlantis and Egypt, more of my memory returned of a lifetime in Atlantis.
The other day I thought it's about time for another message from the Hathors, and yes here it is: The Art of Jumping Time Lines. My choice is to be on the time line that unfolds to world peace, equality and respect for all people, living our lives in harmony and balance with Earth and all it's creatures. Round about now I realize that the apprehension I've felt since awakening about the challenges we may face (financial, food shortages, electricity outages, Earth changes, revolution,..) as we progressing through the Shift has been subsiding. By this I don't mean that I'm feeling that there won't be great challenges. I've shifted from apprehension to a sense of confidence and awareness of the potential for huge beneficial change. A sense of wonder.
Synchronicity strikes again! The information I asked for about bringing Higher Self in to heal started coming to me through another route, Kryon speaking in Transition Now. Here's an outline of my understanding:
Our DNA is the blueprint for all the cells in our bodies.
Every cell in our bodies contains a copy of our DNA.
"The main role of DNA molecules is the long-term storage of information." :)))) (from the Wikipedia definition of DNA)
Over 98% of our DNA is "non-coding," also called "junk DNA," meaning scientists haven't figured out what it does.
We would not evolve over thousands of years maintaining the same amount of DNA if it didn't all serve a purpose.
The DNA we are currently assembling and activating is our "non-coding" DNA.
DNA strands 3 through 12 operate on the inter-dimensional levels, or quantum field.
These "non-coding" DNA strands holds the records of all of our previous life times.
We have each had many lifetimes.
At the quantum level, all of our lifetimes are happening simultaneously.
Higher Self, which is present is this lifetime, is also present in every one of our lifetimes.
Everything you ever were and everything you've ever learned is is stored as information in your DNA, in every cell of your body.
At the quantum level, Higher Self can access and retrieve attributes, abilities, talents, and knowledge that we have possessed or developed in other lifetimes and bring them into your present. For example, a state of health, cellular structure prior to an illness or injury, the ability to play an instrument or speak a foreign language, and spiritual wisdom you've acquired through your many lifetimes.
The knowledge, skills, and abilities we developed in past life are ours. We earned them. We can make the choice to integrate them into our present lifetime.
Key is bringing Higher Self into conscious connection at all levels of our being, the physical, mental/emotional, and spiritual. And knowing all is possible at the Quantum Level.
Think about what this means...it's immense.
This is what I've so longed to remember. I finally found it. Now the real journey begins.
About two and a half years ago, I was in a really down place. It was cold out, rained day after day, and I could not get my feet warm. Night after night as I went to sleep, up came a past situation that had left me full of sorrow. Each night a different one. I'd lie in bed awake all night working my way through every aspect, what I could of said or done differently, what I'd say to the person now to explain how I felt. By the next day I felt OK about the situation I'd wrestled with all night. Then another one came up, and another. Three weeks of no sleep. I was a mess. My friend said, "Oh, it's probably expansion." Expansion????? Of what? She sent me this "little movie", as I've come to call it. A powerful little movie, full of Truth. It made me feel much better so I watched it over and over again. I've seen it dozens of times and still, when it gets to the part that says, "there is within every single cell of your being enough power to light the world" a wave passes through me and tears well up in my eyes. Every single time.
I've written here a few times about my powerful feeling that there is something I ache to remember, abilities I long to reclaim. Something I yearn to connect with inside. Yet I'm not able to even remember what what it is I'm longing to remember.
A few weeks ago I posted a video interview with Dolores Cannon. Towards the end of the interview she describes how she is now working with people with serious illnesses, speaking with Higher Self and when the being at the soul level wants to be healed, Higher Self goes about healing the client's body right there in the session. This intrigued me. From deep inside surged the desire to be able to do healing in this way. After checking out about Dolores Cannon's training classes, I came away with the hunch that two weekends of hypnotherapy training wasn't going to enable me to learn this type of healing. And past life regression therapy, which is what she teaches, is not really what I'm interested in doing.
About the same time I ordered some books, including The Great Shift, which contains parts by three people who's work I resonate with, Lee Carroll/Kryon, Tom Kenyon/Hathors/Mary Magdalen, and Patricia Cori/Sirian High Counsel, and Transition Now, also by Lee Carroll/Kryon; Patricia Cori/Sirians, and Pepper Lewis/Gaia. I started with The Great Shift and now I'm half way through Transition Now. When I read, I filter everything through my inner true/false filter. Reading these channeled energy beings, in addition to my true/false filter, I attune my awareness to whether the words come from the page or from my deeper inner memory. The Sirians and Hathors resonate as if I'm reading a letter from dear friends about things we've shared together. Which I know we have.
In The Great Shift as the Sirians speak about Egypt, I feel the stone floors of the Temple at Abydos beneath my feet. When I finally go to Egypt in this lifetime I know this Temple will be just as I picture in my mind. As they speak of the relationship between Atlantis and Egypt, more of my memory returned of a lifetime in Atlantis.
The other day I thought it's about time for another message from the Hathors, and yes here it is: The Art of Jumping Time Lines. My choice is to be on the time line that unfolds to world peace, equality and respect for all people, living our lives in harmony and balance with Earth and all it's creatures. Round about now I realize that the apprehension I've felt since awakening about the challenges we may face (financial, food shortages, electricity outages, Earth changes, revolution,..) as we progressing through the Shift has been subsiding. By this I don't mean that I'm feeling that there won't be great challenges. I've shifted from apprehension to a sense of confidence and awareness of the potential for huge beneficial change. A sense of wonder.
Synchronicity strikes again! The information I asked for about bringing Higher Self in to heal started coming to me through another route, Kryon speaking in Transition Now. Here's an outline of my understanding:
Our DNA is the blueprint for all the cells in our bodies.
Every cell in our bodies contains a copy of our DNA.
"The main role of DNA molecules is the long-term storage of information." :)))) (from the Wikipedia definition of DNA)
Over 98% of our DNA is "non-coding," also called "junk DNA," meaning scientists haven't figured out what it does.
We would not evolve over thousands of years maintaining the same amount of DNA if it didn't all serve a purpose.
The DNA we are currently assembling and activating is our "non-coding" DNA.
DNA strands 3 through 12 operate on the inter-dimensional levels, or quantum field.
These "non-coding" DNA strands holds the records of all of our previous life times.
We have each had many lifetimes.
At the quantum level, all of our lifetimes are happening simultaneously.
Higher Self, which is present is this lifetime, is also present in every one of our lifetimes.
Everything you ever were and everything you've ever learned is is stored as information in your DNA, in every cell of your body.
At the quantum level, Higher Self can access and retrieve attributes, abilities, talents, and knowledge that we have possessed or developed in other lifetimes and bring them into your present. For example, a state of health, cellular structure prior to an illness or injury, the ability to play an instrument or speak a foreign language, and spiritual wisdom you've acquired through your many lifetimes.
The knowledge, skills, and abilities we developed in past life are ours. We earned them. We can make the choice to integrate them into our present lifetime.
Key is bringing Higher Self into conscious connection at all levels of our being, the physical, mental/emotional, and spiritual. And knowing all is possible at the Quantum Level.
Think about what this means...it's immense.
This is what I've so longed to remember. I finally found it. Now the real journey begins.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Those Who Came to Assist; A Short Exploration
A friend posed a couple of questions the other day and I offered to share my thoughts at this point in time. Tomorrow or next week I may have a deeper understanding.
We in the 3-D world, function cognitively by naming, defining, and categorizing. That's how we think within the limitations of 3-D existance. We're all in the process of working to uncover who we really are, and extra significance is often placed on who's in what group. Definitions first.
Lightworker - A person incarnated here on Earth in this lifetime who assists in raising the vibration of the planet, the awakening and expansion of people, and ushering in the shift of the planet and those sufficiently expanded from 3-D old Earth to 4-D New Earth. Lightworkers feel a sense of mission as well as great caring for Earth and all inhabitants on the planet. Most Lightworkers have strong intuitive abilities. Most arrived on the planet as Lightworkers. These individuals entered with the capability to raise their vibration, and assemble and activate DNA. A growing number of awakened and expanding individuals are becoming Lightworkers during this lifetime.
Indigo Person (child or adult) - The term "Indigo Children" was first coined by Lee Carroll and Jan Tober in 1999 to describe a new type of child, who parents and educators recognized as different. If you follow the Indigo Children link and page down, you'll see a list of attributes. Generally, these children are, from a young age, very intelligent and highly autonomous. They question and rebel against rote authority and rules that serve no purpose. They're very activist in nature. The name Indigo has nothing to do with the color of their aura, though there a many misperceptions about this. Indigos started arriving in large numbers roughly 18 - 20 years ago, though there are also Indigos who are now well into their adult years. Increasingly, they are coming into the planet with more than two stands of DNA assembled and activated.
Light - Love and Knowledge
Love - The universal force of Creation and Destruction
From my perspective, Indigo Children are Lightworkers. However not all Lightworkers are Indigos. In shifting the energies on Earth and raising the vibration, many types of assistance are needed. It is perhaps best to look at types of energies, rather than categories of people, as they really appear across a spectrum. In order to accomplish this grand mission, we need many types of energies operating. We need healers and activists, visionaries and implementers, whistleblowers and teachers, angels and spiritual warriors. If you think about those who are here to assist, you can see that most are a blend of a few of these traits. Earlier arriving Lightworkers tended towards a mix of healer/teacher/visionary. As we've progressed closer to Ascending more of the activist/whistleblower/spiritual warriors arrived. Their arrival is a gift because their level of vibration tipped the scale ensuring that we will Ascend. It was questionable whether we would make it prior to their arrival here.
As for the lack of acceptance by some Lightworkers for the more rebellious/activist Indigos, I think there are a number of factors to take into consideration. We must remember that all come to the planet with the veil of forgetfulness. Lightworkers are not exempt from this. They have to go through the process of awakening and expanding, just as everyone else who will be Ascending. All who came to assist come pre-programed to awaken at a particular point in their life. Some Lightworkers awaken earlier and some later.
Just as all come in veiled, all have to go through the process of expansion. Expansion involves much clearing of the physical, mental, and emotional bodies. It does not happen in one big Ah-Ha moment, rather it unfolds gradually over a number of years. Our bodies could not handle fast activation of the dormant DNA strands, it would kill us to rise so quickly in vibration, so it goes slowly. At the physical level, one can assist by detoxifying and fortifying the body with organic foods and exercise. Even then, it usually causes a variety of symptoms, for some as extreme as very debilitating, yet undiagnosed illnesses. The clearing at the mental and emotional level also takes time. In order to Ascend, all unresolved emotions from life experiences must be resolved and released so as to remove all karma which wold keep the person tied to this planet. At the mental level, again there is an unfolding of expansion of awareness and widening of perceptions.
The process of expansion happens steadily, but it's not a smooth process and there is not one particular order in which the different steps takes place. The one aspect that tends to start early and continue is the coming up of unresolved issues to examine, resolve and release.
I know a few people whose perception about the world around them expanded very quickly a few years ago. They understand all about the Illuminati and One World Order. They prepared diligently and thoroughly for earth changes and every kind of disruption. Then their intuitive awareness started to expand. But they have not yet opened to understanding their connection to source. I know others who have a strong connection to spirit and the natural world. They're immensely knowledgeable about the interdependence of the plant and animal world and keenly aware that their actions affect everything. They are only just recently becoming aware about the secret government and the collapsing of our systems.
My process started with a total shake up of my life for a year and a half, then a five week period of issues surfacing one after another after another, with almost no sleep. After that my awareness about the systems collapse and secret government emerged, followed by the sudden onset of a strange, painful and totally debilitating illness as the physical expansion started. Since the beginning of this year, my understanding of things like our interconnection and resolution of duality have evolved steadily.
All of us are still somewhere in the process of expansion. We haven't finished yet. And to top it off, most people don't yet fully understand what's happening and where we're going in this shift. That understanding is still coming together. At least it is for me and others I observe.
So in regards to the question of why many Lightworkers aren't accepting of Indigo energies, I believe it's because they haven't yet gotten through to the place where they understand enough about this great shift to recognize the valuable and necessary role that the Indigo people came here to play.
This reasoning applies to true Lightworkers. However, there are also a sizable number of people who are all into the "New Age" movement and think they are Lightworkers, when they are not. These are the people who follow the New Age genre, in the same way the Baptists here in the Bible Belt follow the church. There's the same "following" of one or more gurus, looking to others to be saved, whether it's "the Universe" or the ETs. They describe anything they don't like as "lower vibrating" and have the perception that 12/21/2012 is going to arrive like the biggest party they've ever attended. With fireworks and everything. They're going to be disappointed because the "New Age" movement is going to go down just like the churches will.
So the short answer to your question is that for true Lightworkers, any dislike or nonacceptance arises out of misunderstanding due to the limitations of their partially expanded state. For the wonna be lightworkers, they just don't get it.
It's important for us all to be understanding of each other as we move through the expansion process. It's not an easy process in any regard. There's no good or bad about how fast or slow, or who started first. What's required is that a person must progress enough to understand the keys to Ascending before the window to Ascend closes. If one develops to the level of understanding and awareness that are Key to Ascending, their DNA will have assembled and activated sufficiently to enable them to Ascend. Some of the most evolved beings here on the planet have only recently begun to expand. They've been hidden from themselves and everyone else, tucked away in remote locations or in very obscure life situations in plain view. The timing of expansion is in relation to the mission a person has agreed at the soul level to undertake. Each and every mission is vital to our success. We are all equally important.
I wonder why some Lightworkers hate or fear fellow lightworkers? Is it envy? Is it misunderstanding? Is it some lightworkers are more "street smart"? Or what? Most Indigo people (children or adults) are here as system busters...yet many Lightworkers resent hate or accuse the Indigos of being too negative .....why is this?
Pondering these questions broadens my understanding, for which I am always grateful. I'm going to just write out my thoughts and hopefully answer the questions in the mean time. Won't surprise me if it raises more questions. But that can be a good thing.We in the 3-D world, function cognitively by naming, defining, and categorizing. That's how we think within the limitations of 3-D existance. We're all in the process of working to uncover who we really are, and extra significance is often placed on who's in what group. Definitions first.
Lightworker - A person incarnated here on Earth in this lifetime who assists in raising the vibration of the planet, the awakening and expansion of people, and ushering in the shift of the planet and those sufficiently expanded from 3-D old Earth to 4-D New Earth. Lightworkers feel a sense of mission as well as great caring for Earth and all inhabitants on the planet. Most Lightworkers have strong intuitive abilities. Most arrived on the planet as Lightworkers. These individuals entered with the capability to raise their vibration, and assemble and activate DNA. A growing number of awakened and expanding individuals are becoming Lightworkers during this lifetime.
Indigo Person (child or adult) - The term "Indigo Children" was first coined by Lee Carroll and Jan Tober in 1999 to describe a new type of child, who parents and educators recognized as different. If you follow the Indigo Children link and page down, you'll see a list of attributes. Generally, these children are, from a young age, very intelligent and highly autonomous. They question and rebel against rote authority and rules that serve no purpose. They're very activist in nature. The name Indigo has nothing to do with the color of their aura, though there a many misperceptions about this. Indigos started arriving in large numbers roughly 18 - 20 years ago, though there are also Indigos who are now well into their adult years. Increasingly, they are coming into the planet with more than two stands of DNA assembled and activated.
Light - Love and Knowledge
Love - The universal force of Creation and Destruction
From my perspective, Indigo Children are Lightworkers. However not all Lightworkers are Indigos. In shifting the energies on Earth and raising the vibration, many types of assistance are needed. It is perhaps best to look at types of energies, rather than categories of people, as they really appear across a spectrum. In order to accomplish this grand mission, we need many types of energies operating. We need healers and activists, visionaries and implementers, whistleblowers and teachers, angels and spiritual warriors. If you think about those who are here to assist, you can see that most are a blend of a few of these traits. Earlier arriving Lightworkers tended towards a mix of healer/teacher/visionary. As we've progressed closer to Ascending more of the activist/whistleblower/spiritual warriors arrived. Their arrival is a gift because their level of vibration tipped the scale ensuring that we will Ascend. It was questionable whether we would make it prior to their arrival here.
As for the lack of acceptance by some Lightworkers for the more rebellious/activist Indigos, I think there are a number of factors to take into consideration. We must remember that all come to the planet with the veil of forgetfulness. Lightworkers are not exempt from this. They have to go through the process of awakening and expanding, just as everyone else who will be Ascending. All who came to assist come pre-programed to awaken at a particular point in their life. Some Lightworkers awaken earlier and some later.
Just as all come in veiled, all have to go through the process of expansion. Expansion involves much clearing of the physical, mental, and emotional bodies. It does not happen in one big Ah-Ha moment, rather it unfolds gradually over a number of years. Our bodies could not handle fast activation of the dormant DNA strands, it would kill us to rise so quickly in vibration, so it goes slowly. At the physical level, one can assist by detoxifying and fortifying the body with organic foods and exercise. Even then, it usually causes a variety of symptoms, for some as extreme as very debilitating, yet undiagnosed illnesses. The clearing at the mental and emotional level also takes time. In order to Ascend, all unresolved emotions from life experiences must be resolved and released so as to remove all karma which wold keep the person tied to this planet. At the mental level, again there is an unfolding of expansion of awareness and widening of perceptions.
The process of expansion happens steadily, but it's not a smooth process and there is not one particular order in which the different steps takes place. The one aspect that tends to start early and continue is the coming up of unresolved issues to examine, resolve and release.
I know a few people whose perception about the world around them expanded very quickly a few years ago. They understand all about the Illuminati and One World Order. They prepared diligently and thoroughly for earth changes and every kind of disruption. Then their intuitive awareness started to expand. But they have not yet opened to understanding their connection to source. I know others who have a strong connection to spirit and the natural world. They're immensely knowledgeable about the interdependence of the plant and animal world and keenly aware that their actions affect everything. They are only just recently becoming aware about the secret government and the collapsing of our systems.
My process started with a total shake up of my life for a year and a half, then a five week period of issues surfacing one after another after another, with almost no sleep. After that my awareness about the systems collapse and secret government emerged, followed by the sudden onset of a strange, painful and totally debilitating illness as the physical expansion started. Since the beginning of this year, my understanding of things like our interconnection and resolution of duality have evolved steadily.
All of us are still somewhere in the process of expansion. We haven't finished yet. And to top it off, most people don't yet fully understand what's happening and where we're going in this shift. That understanding is still coming together. At least it is for me and others I observe.
So in regards to the question of why many Lightworkers aren't accepting of Indigo energies, I believe it's because they haven't yet gotten through to the place where they understand enough about this great shift to recognize the valuable and necessary role that the Indigo people came here to play.
This reasoning applies to true Lightworkers. However, there are also a sizable number of people who are all into the "New Age" movement and think they are Lightworkers, when they are not. These are the people who follow the New Age genre, in the same way the Baptists here in the Bible Belt follow the church. There's the same "following" of one or more gurus, looking to others to be saved, whether it's "the Universe" or the ETs. They describe anything they don't like as "lower vibrating" and have the perception that 12/21/2012 is going to arrive like the biggest party they've ever attended. With fireworks and everything. They're going to be disappointed because the "New Age" movement is going to go down just like the churches will.
So the short answer to your question is that for true Lightworkers, any dislike or nonacceptance arises out of misunderstanding due to the limitations of their partially expanded state. For the wonna be lightworkers, they just don't get it.
It's important for us all to be understanding of each other as we move through the expansion process. It's not an easy process in any regard. There's no good or bad about how fast or slow, or who started first. What's required is that a person must progress enough to understand the keys to Ascending before the window to Ascend closes. If one develops to the level of understanding and awareness that are Key to Ascending, their DNA will have assembled and activated sufficiently to enable them to Ascend. Some of the most evolved beings here on the planet have only recently begun to expand. They've been hidden from themselves and everyone else, tucked away in remote locations or in very obscure life situations in plain view. The timing of expansion is in relation to the mission a person has agreed at the soul level to undertake. Each and every mission is vital to our success. We are all equally important.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
I Want to Go to Egypt. I Want to Go Home.
I want to go to Egypt. Back to Egypt. Back across the time lines. It's a longing I've held for a many years. In the mean time, I'm reading Patricia Cori's Where Pharaohs Dwell; One Mystic's Journey Through the Gates of Immortality. Her descriptions of the sacred temples and the pyramids are familiar. Images come easily to my inner vision. The book takes me back and rekindles some of my deeply held memories for many lifetimes spent there. I want more. My heart knows there are memories and connections I want to bring into consciousness.
But for a feasibility issue I hope will resolve soon, I would register right now to travel with a group being led by Stephen Mehler in October. Stephen Mehler is an Eqyptologist and a student of Abd'El Hakim Awyan, and indigenous wisdom keeper trained in the oral history. Knowledge of the times past when our connection to spirit was woven through our every day lives. Knowledge that goes back beyond the time covered by modern historians, and lacks their inaccuracies. Remember those stupid pictures in elementary school of slaves hauling the granite stones over logs to build the pyramids? Such garbage we were fed.
My longing to walk once again where I spent many lifetimes grows more intense with the passage of time. It's not a longing to remember the details of the different lives. My hunch is that much of it is better not recalled. Rather a yearning to recall into conscious mind, the spiritual knowing and open connection to our brethren from other civilizations that I possessed, that we all possessed long ago. A longing to return to a space of open understanding about the path of Ascension. To stand once again at the entrance to the Halls of Amenti.
As we progress forward drawing closer, gaining understanding of the Ascension process in this present and nearing the opening of the Halls of Amenti, I long to traverse back and resurrect within my being the knowing that will enable me to move forward. As if bringing the past up to meet the present, it will reveal the path home.
Many years ago my guides told me I have always had the ruby slippers on my feet.
But for a feasibility issue I hope will resolve soon, I would register right now to travel with a group being led by Stephen Mehler in October. Stephen Mehler is an Eqyptologist and a student of Abd'El Hakim Awyan, and indigenous wisdom keeper trained in the oral history. Knowledge of the times past when our connection to spirit was woven through our every day lives. Knowledge that goes back beyond the time covered by modern historians, and lacks their inaccuracies. Remember those stupid pictures in elementary school of slaves hauling the granite stones over logs to build the pyramids? Such garbage we were fed.
My longing to walk once again where I spent many lifetimes grows more intense with the passage of time. It's not a longing to remember the details of the different lives. My hunch is that much of it is better not recalled. Rather a yearning to recall into conscious mind, the spiritual knowing and open connection to our brethren from other civilizations that I possessed, that we all possessed long ago. A longing to return to a space of open understanding about the path of Ascension. To stand once again at the entrance to the Halls of Amenti.
As we progress forward drawing closer, gaining understanding of the Ascension process in this present and nearing the opening of the Halls of Amenti, I long to traverse back and resurrect within my being the knowing that will enable me to move forward. As if bringing the past up to meet the present, it will reveal the path home.
Many years ago my guides told me I have always had the ruby slippers on my feet.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Getting All the Selves Working on the Same Team
I had a long conversation last night with my inner child. I've been searching for paid employment and meeting much internal resistance. Which was perfectly reflected in the outer world.
My close friend, Julia, is in knowledgeable in Huna, a Hawaiian healing tradition. She's posted a couple of pieces on her blog, Cosmic Calabash, about the three selves in Huna. It's a wonderful conceptual framework for working through internal resistance and integrating your selves. Lower Self is the child, the creative, playful aspect of Self, which rules the body. Like a child, this aspect of our self can be irrational and stubborn, especially when we don't listen and alleviate concerns. Middle self is the parent or teacher, the rational, logic self, the place where we mostly operate. Higher Self is the grandparent, our inner wisdom, our expansive self. The Higher Self can't come in to join the family at the table, unless the Middle Self is parenting the Lower Self. As Julia explains, most of our problems arise from not listening to and parenting our inner child.
The conversation between my Inner Child and Middle Self, turned out to be quite helpful. She shared with me the fact that in most every job I've (we've) had, there was an issue about not being compensated, either being underpaid, not receiving promised raises for some reason, a university employer reneging on the salary offered after I started work based on a technicality about which degrees I had when they'd been clearly and honestly provided up front on my resume, or clients who got into financial straights and never paid for work completed. I'd not recognized before that there were compensation issues throughout my work history. I was however, very aware of her other complaint that quite often my dedication, time and effort was not really appreciated or acknowledged. Once her observations and complaints about our work history were expressed, it was easy for me to understand my Inner Child's reluctance to get back in one of those situations again. Can't blame her at all.
Over the course of our conversation, I, the Middle Self, both listened and acknowledged what I heard from my Inner Child. Then in parenting, I pointed out to her that we have also been recognized and received much appreciation for our work. And for the most part we've been regularly compensated for our work, sometimes, very well. Most importantly, things are very different now. We are in a very different place, thanks in large part to her. We are more whole. We've accomplished great healing and growth over the last three years. Perhaps most significantly, we now value and appreciate our self, our talents, sensitivities, and perceptions in ways we never did before. Which changes everything. When we love, value, and appreciate our self, then it is reflected in the outer world and we receive it in return. We couldn't have done this without her.
Taking the time for this conversation, part internal dialogue, part journaling, was immediately worth while. The block I'd had about pursuing a prospective employer vanished. The heart and humanity I wanted to express in my cover letter flowed easily once my Child Self was helping, rather than resisting.
Besides, the healing community where we (Middle and Higher Selves) want to work is really awesome. My Inner Child saw that when we finished the cover letter and hand-delivered our resume this afternoon. The facility looks like a cross between a resort and summer camp, with the mountains stretched out in the distance around the property. A strong sense of freedom, creativity, and plain old human-ness abound. My Inner Child will like it there. Will they have a job for me? I don't know, but they'd be crazy not to, given all I (all Selves) have to offer.
The right thing is what always happens. I'll trust the process and have faith that I am in union with all good things. Because I am.
My close friend, Julia, is in knowledgeable in Huna, a Hawaiian healing tradition. She's posted a couple of pieces on her blog, Cosmic Calabash, about the three selves in Huna. It's a wonderful conceptual framework for working through internal resistance and integrating your selves. Lower Self is the child, the creative, playful aspect of Self, which rules the body. Like a child, this aspect of our self can be irrational and stubborn, especially when we don't listen and alleviate concerns. Middle self is the parent or teacher, the rational, logic self, the place where we mostly operate. Higher Self is the grandparent, our inner wisdom, our expansive self. The Higher Self can't come in to join the family at the table, unless the Middle Self is parenting the Lower Self. As Julia explains, most of our problems arise from not listening to and parenting our inner child.
The conversation between my Inner Child and Middle Self, turned out to be quite helpful. She shared with me the fact that in most every job I've (we've) had, there was an issue about not being compensated, either being underpaid, not receiving promised raises for some reason, a university employer reneging on the salary offered after I started work based on a technicality about which degrees I had when they'd been clearly and honestly provided up front on my resume, or clients who got into financial straights and never paid for work completed. I'd not recognized before that there were compensation issues throughout my work history. I was however, very aware of her other complaint that quite often my dedication, time and effort was not really appreciated or acknowledged. Once her observations and complaints about our work history were expressed, it was easy for me to understand my Inner Child's reluctance to get back in one of those situations again. Can't blame her at all.
Over the course of our conversation, I, the Middle Self, both listened and acknowledged what I heard from my Inner Child. Then in parenting, I pointed out to her that we have also been recognized and received much appreciation for our work. And for the most part we've been regularly compensated for our work, sometimes, very well. Most importantly, things are very different now. We are in a very different place, thanks in large part to her. We are more whole. We've accomplished great healing and growth over the last three years. Perhaps most significantly, we now value and appreciate our self, our talents, sensitivities, and perceptions in ways we never did before. Which changes everything. When we love, value, and appreciate our self, then it is reflected in the outer world and we receive it in return. We couldn't have done this without her.
Taking the time for this conversation, part internal dialogue, part journaling, was immediately worth while. The block I'd had about pursuing a prospective employer vanished. The heart and humanity I wanted to express in my cover letter flowed easily once my Child Self was helping, rather than resisting.
Besides, the healing community where we (Middle and Higher Selves) want to work is really awesome. My Inner Child saw that when we finished the cover letter and hand-delivered our resume this afternoon. The facility looks like a cross between a resort and summer camp, with the mountains stretched out in the distance around the property. A strong sense of freedom, creativity, and plain old human-ness abound. My Inner Child will like it there. Will they have a job for me? I don't know, but they'd be crazy not to, given all I (all Selves) have to offer.
The right thing is what always happens. I'll trust the process and have faith that I am in union with all good things. Because I am.
A Simple Tool That Shifts the Energies
Here's an affirmation that came through for me in a recent reading. I'm finding that saying it to myself brings about an immediate shift in the energies and everything start to flow smoothly. I repeat it to myself three times.
I am in union with all good things.
I Am in union with all good things.
I AM in union with all good things.
:) ♥♥♥
I am in union with all good things.
I Am in union with all good things.
I AM in union with all good things.
:) ♥♥♥
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
100 Days of Outrage, Remember, Your Presence Changes Everything
100 Days of Outrage!
July 30th, 2010
100 Days of Outrage! Demands 100 Actions!
World-wide protests against the oil spill, the response to the oil spill, and all the lies and cover-up.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Understanding the Separation
Over the past week I've finally come to understand one of the fundamental aspects about this great Shift we are progressing through. It's been difficult to reconcile the different pieces of information about how we are moving from here to the New Earth, all the predictions about Earth changes, the activation of 12 stand DNA, end of duality, shifting to no time, and the transition from 4th to 5th dimension. How do we really get from here to there? It's like I've had lots of puzzle pieces but couldn't fit them all together to arrive at a point where I could see the continuity of the picture.
What we need comes to us at just the right moment. In the past few weeks what I needed in order to fit the pieces together and create at a level of conceptual understanding arrived, one, two, three. Much gratitude :) In this video interview of Dolores Cannon, she gives the simplest, most straightforward explanation of the separating of the old Earth and the New Earth.
It's kind of contradictory to be writing about reaching for such a realization, when I wrote a few days ago about the importance of accepting the unknown. And at the same time, it is really important to be honing in on Truth. I've always found that if I understand the particular process of transformation I'm undergoing, it makes it easier to adjust to the twists and turns along the way and to handle the dark passages. Even when I don't know which way is up and which way is down, I can still keep my internal balance if I know what road I'm on. Comfort in recognizing how far I'm come on the journey. We're entering the most challenging phase of the transition, and so I hold on to a few things that bring comfort and grounding.
The Dolores Cannon interview followed closely behind a few other descriptions about the physical separation of the planet as it shifts fully into the 5th dimension, leaving old Earth in physical form in the 4th. It's a difficult concept to grasp, as she points out. Took a good while for me, a gradual process in keeping with the gradual nature of our Ascension. Now the pieces all come together in my mind. Still lots of unknowns, yet I have a conceptual framework. We've already separated to a large extent. It occurred back in September 2008, just before the fall of the markets. It's become more and more apparent that a minority of us are operating on a different channel from the rest, the sheeple. We no longer understand their channel and they don't even know ours exists.
I'm also very relieved that at some point in the next few years, exactly when we can't be certain, we can leave the craziness, violence, greed and manipulation behind. I'm so tired of all the unkindness to each other and to our planet. So very, very tired of it all.
And it's getting crazier out there. Now 30,000 more human being will be ordered into war to kill and destroy. (Yeah Wikileaks for revealing the Truth! You're my heroes) More lies and cover-up about the still leaking oil and methane gas. HB 5741, just introduced and referred to the House Committee on Armed Services, will establish mandatory service, either in combat or for "Homeland Security" for all adults ages 18 to 42. I posted this on Facebook and not a single person commented on it???? This is reestablishing the draft!!!! With no means to be excused. Just as predicted by No Eyes back in Phoenix Rising, and the Web Bots, and on and on. I'd say they'll never get that through, but Congress does what they're told by the Illuminati government, not the people. Moving close to the Canadian boarder, with my daughter and son-in-law in tow, looks better and better even though I don't like cold climates.
I can get all riled up when I see what the dark forces are trying (specifically chosen word) to do. And I'm full of glee when their plans backfire, and backfire they will. I trust. I trust, and trust, and trust. The Light forces will prevail. We are transitioning to Oneness in New Earth.
What we need comes to us at just the right moment. In the past few weeks what I needed in order to fit the pieces together and create at a level of conceptual understanding arrived, one, two, three. Much gratitude :) In this video interview of Dolores Cannon, she gives the simplest, most straightforward explanation of the separating of the old Earth and the New Earth.
It's kind of contradictory to be writing about reaching for such a realization, when I wrote a few days ago about the importance of accepting the unknown. And at the same time, it is really important to be honing in on Truth. I've always found that if I understand the particular process of transformation I'm undergoing, it makes it easier to adjust to the twists and turns along the way and to handle the dark passages. Even when I don't know which way is up and which way is down, I can still keep my internal balance if I know what road I'm on. Comfort in recognizing how far I'm come on the journey. We're entering the most challenging phase of the transition, and so I hold on to a few things that bring comfort and grounding.
The Dolores Cannon interview followed closely behind a few other descriptions about the physical separation of the planet as it shifts fully into the 5th dimension, leaving old Earth in physical form in the 4th. It's a difficult concept to grasp, as she points out. Took a good while for me, a gradual process in keeping with the gradual nature of our Ascension. Now the pieces all come together in my mind. Still lots of unknowns, yet I have a conceptual framework. We've already separated to a large extent. It occurred back in September 2008, just before the fall of the markets. It's become more and more apparent that a minority of us are operating on a different channel from the rest, the sheeple. We no longer understand their channel and they don't even know ours exists.
I'm also very relieved that at some point in the next few years, exactly when we can't be certain, we can leave the craziness, violence, greed and manipulation behind. I'm so tired of all the unkindness to each other and to our planet. So very, very tired of it all.
And it's getting crazier out there. Now 30,000 more human being will be ordered into war to kill and destroy. (Yeah Wikileaks for revealing the Truth! You're my heroes) More lies and cover-up about the still leaking oil and methane gas. HB 5741, just introduced and referred to the House Committee on Armed Services, will establish mandatory service, either in combat or for "Homeland Security" for all adults ages 18 to 42. I posted this on Facebook and not a single person commented on it???? This is reestablishing the draft!!!! With no means to be excused. Just as predicted by No Eyes back in Phoenix Rising, and the Web Bots, and on and on. I'd say they'll never get that through, but Congress does what they're told by the Illuminati government, not the people. Moving close to the Canadian boarder, with my daughter and son-in-law in tow, looks better and better even though I don't like cold climates.
I can get all riled up when I see what the dark forces are trying (specifically chosen word) to do. And I'm full of glee when their plans backfire, and backfire they will. I trust. I trust, and trust, and trust. The Light forces will prevail. We are transitioning to Oneness in New Earth.
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